This exchange here illustrates perfectly
why people say you talk in riddles and continually shift in ways that make little sense
. I'll break it down step by step because it may help keep things simple with the rest if it clicks:
You state:
"And you have already told me that spirituality to you borders on superstition."
I reply:
"I never said that, are you confusing me with someone else? Im wondering how anyone can read my posts and think Im not spiritual."
You come back with:
"and im not confusing you...this is you here saying "we live in a fractal""
Can you see the issue there? Read it again if not because you made a statement which I felt was false and told you that in my response to which you completely ignored the salient point and pointed at something else entirely.
This isn't the first time you've done this and I'm wondering if its on purpose or are you unaware of it because it seems to be your posting style and it causes a lot more confusion than clarity because its like talking to someone who is hallucinating as there is no constant thread. Obviously it must make sense in you head but you can reread the exchange above (or better yet ask someone you trust their opinion) because its like:
"A!" 
"A?" 
"98471028401212"
There is no constancy or logic. Two things which are essential to any discussion. Its like you edit what you're responding to in your head and its almost never what the other person said but some other tangent or facet.
This isn't a diss, just an observation because if I were doing something like this and obfuscating instead of eludciating I'd hope someone would point it out to me so I could improve my rhetoric. Otherwise I'm just wasting time tapping keys behind a screen because the point of the message is the information it conveys to anothers brain and for that there is a clear, step by step progression that is totally missing in the exchange detailed.