Real thread. No bragging, just stating facts because I can't really understand why I'm not enjoying the fukk out of life.
shyt is crazy. I got what people would consider a great job, make almost 6 figures, got a nice car, stay in a nice place, got the latest of a lot of stuff, no kids, etc...
But I'm never really happy. Every day its like I'm just going through the motions. Get up in the morning, go to a place I don't really like (I'm the lone black dude in the department, the one sister is on some c00n shyt and the other blacks at the company are old), eventually come home, and just rinse, wash, and repeat. It's to the point where most of my happiness come from watching the Hawks win (please don't laugh

).
Like I've literally been thinking to myself trying to figure this shyt out but I just don't understand it

. Guess I'm trying to ask y'all how are y'all finding happiness in this world?
I've been thinking about getting back into the church maybe...