by trenches of life do you mean stuck in capitalism?
go chase the make believe paper that isnt actually worth shyt.
"this is gods will"
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by trenches of life do you mean stuck in capitalism?
go chase the make believe paper that isnt actually worth shyt.
Thats my point.
You dont know, yet you're hung up on what ifs ignoring the very essence you live by and know none other than.
It avails you nothing like i said because, if your son dies right in front of you today, what a fukk does a demension 23314134423 mean? For the sake of argument, even if it does exist, what relevance do it have to the day you experience at this moment weeping the death of your son?
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I mean I guess.... if "environment" is a euphemism for everything we experience in life.
by trenches of life do you mean stuck in capitalism?
go chase the make believe paper that isnt actually worth shyt.
Yeah.
Done discussing with you. Youre a dumbass.
capitalism got you trapped in a way of thinking.
long time lurker i see but i like this post.Whats your philosophy on life given the above?
Personally, I'm stuck in the what ifs. I've been lost down absolute infinity for a while now. Once you comprehend it for a split second it changes everything for you (at least it did for me). I can't live in the here and now anymore. Knowing about absolute infinity has been a blessing and a curse. I "know" there's more out there, everything is happening at once, but at the same time that means that nothing matters. Everything is relative. Everything is happening, so nothing matters. You know what I mean?
I kinda lost the ability to enjoy life a while ago. I can't stay in the here in now and appreciate it for what it is. I've "seen" too much.
I'm in a trap. I sometimes feel like I learned too much. I can't unlearn this stuff about absolute infinity. I can't keep my eyes closed and appreciate this dimension for what it is. I just can't do it for whatever reason. I dunno what to say...
Believe me breh, ive been in the darkness just as you have.
But what ive resolved is that if a tree produces me no fruit, it avails me nothing.
If a concept idea or position cannot leverage itself against mine 'reality', tell me what is its inherent value? A 'truth' that has no power, to me is a lie
I just have "faith" that it will produce value at a later date. It helped me find "god" (absolute infinity), which helped me out in my darkest of hours, but at the same time took away my potential for happiness it seems.Believe me breh, ive been in the darkness just as you have.
But what ive resolved is that if a tree produces me no fruit, it avails me nothing.
If a concept idea or position cannot leverage itself against mine 'reality', tell me what is its inherent value? A 'truth' that has no power, to me is a lie
But what is happiness anyway? It's just a stupid emotional response, right?
Finding out the existential truth has always been the most important thing in life for me. Figuring out what is going "on" was my life goal for the longest time. I think I've stumbled upon a "truth" with this absolute infinity concept. Daily life is blah when you have the potential for infinity. You know?
I work my bullshyt job, try to enjoy things (which is becoming increasingly difficult as of late), and keep it moving, because that's what it appears we have to do in this dimension. But I just think there's more. I guess I have some optimism in my extreme nihilism...hahahaha.
Growing up we are taught that if we want to be successful in life we need to work hard and be smart.
But, I've seen people who did everything right but still get shafted in the end. Only to see people who don't do the right thing (and don't give a fukk) end up winning.
Maybe there is such a thing as fate.
But, I've seen people who did everything right but still get shafted in the end. Only to see people who don't do the right thing (and don't give a fukk) end up winning.
Maybe there is such a thing as fate.
Im defining everyday myself breh. But i found something that has become very important. Its been a knife sharpened on both sides.
I sprinkle my beliefs on here a little here and a little there, but for the most part I agree with you. I just like to go farther and actually justify that belief.
What have you found?
My additional problem is that I'm "mentally ill" and can't even trust myself. If I can't trust my emotions, my intuition, etc., how can I trust anything as real? I guess that's why I find absolute infinity to be so appealing.
What have you found?
My additional problem is that I'm "mentally ill" and can't even trust myself. If I can't trust my emotions, my intuition, etc., how can I trust anything as real? I guess that's why I find absolute infinity to be so appealing.
well yea what infinity means to me is parallel to the primordial chaos.
But how do you apply it to life, how does it order your steps?
That's exactly my problem. I don't know how to apply it to my life or how to get it to order my steps. I'm lost to be honest breh. I'm completely lost. Sometimes I'm okay with that, sometimes I'm not. Right now I'm not okay with it, but I don't know what else to believe. Everything else doesn't make sense to me.
actually my original point breh.
Like at a certain point, you probably havent reached that point yet, but at a certain point everything within you will want to demand an accounting of what this 'truth' has done for you. Because at the end of the day your pains your joys your triumphs and your defeats you go through daily. You feel it severely, and that moment will exist forever.
Me personally, if a concept cannot take the reins of my life or even my existence for the better, i dont want it. If it cannot manifest it power in the reality i know, it doesnt exist to me.
Why would i believe and trust in something that isnt here every second of my experience? I call that abandonment