I started two years ago and would stop for a couple weeks at a time just to start up again. Its been about two months since I quit at this point. The thing is, even though I have no desire to spend money on it right now I still feel like I will never truly quit. Whenever I drink I want a cig. Whenever I smoke weed I want a cig. I see other people smoking or see it on tv and just start craving again. Hell I even had a dream last night where I was smoking after not thinking about it that entire week. I'm not trying to sound like an after school special or anything and this is probably obvious, but if you have never smoked cigarettes before dont start.




. All I can do is keep at it and hopefully I can get my endurance back
Smoking half a pack on the weekends and spend all week playing handball.. like a weird hipster hybrid of a hood rat