I think people go through phases/ "they say people in your life are seasons"
We are fundamentally designed to essentially never be satisfied, that's what drives you what motivates you to continue going in this game of life. Hood rats fall in that category of something you shouldn't or don't have/ grass always greener/ but the shelf life of a hood rat

her ability to keep you engaged

if you place all your worth in physical never develop personality or qualities to maintain a relationship

a "body" can be replaced chemistry that is unique someone's whose very essence makes you want to do and be better are rare.