To everyone...

[NotAnFBIagent]

Sophomore/junior year of college so 2012/2013

 

[Bless't]

You have more hope than me. I'm just trying to become the best super villain I can, and she helped immensely

 

[Bless't]

Sophomore/junior year of college so 2012/2013

So you living the dream right now? Being all willy nilly and shyt?

Or are you empty?

 

[MaxBundles]

Almost 10 years ago I fell in love. She broke my heart. fukk her and love.

No, im not kidding. I want to experience relationships for the sole fact that its something I feel I must do. As for hoping for love...I merely hope for companionship.

She killed that shyt dead.

This should be the HOH slogan. Guarantee this the reason most of you nikkas hate women

 

[MidniteJay]

12 years ago. Never asked her out cause I was p*ssy, I been with women after but while I liked some of them it wasn't love. I'm worried I probably don't know how to. I think apathy caught me slippin'.

 

[Neil Tyson]

I guess 2013. I was in love with her then. I still miss her. She's on my Facebook, had a falling out but I haven't messaged her at all since January 2014. To be honest I'm afraid to.

I'll find another, though.

 

[Willie]

fukk that love shyt.... I have a hard time being vulnerable.

And because of that I'll die alone... In a lawn chair... Like Michael Corleone

 

[Quiet Magician]

Senior year of high school. Met a really cute sister who was smart, articulate, going places and pure as snow...or so I thought. Fell in love, bare my heart out and she burned my black ass pretty badly. Found out from a friend she was cheating on me with a nikka who sold weed who used to hang out in the parking lot. Not only that but as soon as we became a couple, she changed. Wanted me to stop hanging out with my nikkas, wanted constant validation, had money problems I had no idea about and was putting up a facade I never dreamed of. The day I confronted her about it and let loose insults I wouldn't say to anyone on here, she just shrugged and blamed it on me. Saying how she wanted passion and excitement that I lacked. I was probably really close to beating her ass but I stopped myself knowing she wasn't worth it. That was years ago and the last time I ever actually cried. Ever since that day I stopped putting women on a pedestal and became a jaded mofo.

 

[Bless't]

12 years ago. Never asked her out cause I was p*ssy, I been with women after but while I liked some of them it wasn't love. I'm worried I probably don't know how to. I think apathy caught me slippin'.

Breh... Apathy is a slippery slope. No joke. Focus on self. Plenty of posters are about that positive self-improvement style life.

@Reinscarf @kevm3

Brehs helped me with advice over the years.

 

[Bless't]

• I guess 2013. I was in love with her then. I still miss her. She's on my Facebook, had a falling out but I haven't messaged her at all since January 2014. To be honest I'm afraid to.

I'll find another, though.

So you're a year plus...

Is she someone you want to contact? Why are you hesitant? If you don't mind me asking.

 

[NotAnFBIagent]

So you living the dream right now? Being all willy nilly and shyt?

Or are you empty?

Wouldn't mind having a girl to care about/be close to it does get lonely sometimes

 

[Lo-Co]

bout 4 1/2 years thought friendship would translate into a relationship. boy was i naive. so i folded my hand and decided not to really play for a good while. ended up completely dolo, relationship and circle wise. trying to get back out there but its kinda hard to find footing by myself. i dont really talk to many people like i used to, unless its business.

 

[Bless't]

Wouldn't mind having a girl to care about/be close to it does get lonely sometimes

Hell yeah it does. It gets to the point where you sitting dolo with a tombstone pizza and sports center in the background while you're sitting there like...

 

[Black Rain]

But naw, i got my heart broke awhile back when i wanted to date this one girl. She knew what wassup and gave me her number and shyt and "I KNEW" we were goin somewhere romantically..

I was p*ssy whipped and i legit loved everything about her..

So i started noticing the btich aint wanna be seen with me anywhere basically, so im like what the fukk...

So one day i text her and ask has she ever thought about going out with me, hell we been dating for a month or so...

This bytch said "ohhhh no, i like you as a friend"

I felt my chest get stabbed with a rusty knife..

Oh the deceit..

The pain..

I texted back " i dont need friends bye" and now i go out with this girl and we been going out for like two years or so. but im in love with OP..

So everything straight now..

 

[Bless't]

Senior year of high school. Met a really cute sister who was smart, articulate, going places and pure as snow...or so I thought. Fell in love, bare my heart out and she burned my black ass pretty badly. Found out from a friend she was cheating on me with a nikka who sold weed who used to hang out in the parking lot. Not only that but as soon as we became a couple, she changed. Wanted me to stop hanging out with my nikkas, wanted constant validation, had money problems I had no idea about and was putting up a facade I never dreamed of. The day I confronted her about it and let loose insults I wouldn't say to anyone on here, she just shrugged and blamed it on me. Saying how she wanted passion and excitement that I lacked. I was probably really close to beating her ass but I stopped myself knowing she wasn't worth it. That was years ago and the last time I ever actually cried. Ever since that day I stopped putting women on a pedestal and became a jaded mofo.

Thanks for sharing breh. You're capable of love...

That's a necessary step to eventually find another one. Living, learning, consuming that pain...

You couldn't have known she was capable of doing such things. Yet there you were.

You seem to have given your all. I think you'll want to do so again one day breh.