To everyone...

[Bless't]

Yeah so far there has been only one woman i can honestly say i fell in love with and she discarded me like i meant absolutely nothing . That happened about 3 years ago right before winter too.

I've learned from it though and in a way deserved it because before her there was two women that loved me and i took it for granted and broke their hearts. That karma

Ahhhhh that live and learn situation. Sheesh. Worst ever. You just want to punch yourself in the face.

 

[Bless't]

3-4 months ago....fukk I hate this feeling.

Your fault?

 

[At30wecashout]

You'll know when you meet her breh. It'll be effortless. No need to be #hoh and shyt.

Maybe #gmb...

Im part of #BLB Be Lonely Brehs. We sabotage good things and blame other people

Speaking of good things, Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey @Ello_Vee

 

[SwagmundFreud]

Your fault?

Yeah

 

[Bless't]

i used to be spotty with texting. id be off doing my own thing or be occupied with something while i was on the phone. im used to just disappearing at times. in high school i used to just get up and go home. literally in the middle of class. just get up and leave. after 1st or 2nd period. and i still graduated on time.

theres times where id want a relationship, but id rather not most of the time. im dense when it comes to relationships.

One day breh... One day.

 

[Bless't]

Im part of #BLB Be Lonely Brehs. We sabotage good things and blame other people

Speaking of good things, Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey @Ello_Vee

That self sabotage life...



Fell victim to it myself.

Then I realized it may have been all my doing.

Not saying that's you. Not at all. Just saying I took a long look at myself and adjusted accordingly.

 

[Mess World]

I can't love

Only went crazy a month ago in 10 years over some Arab girl with blonde hair at the liqour store . I was calling her beautiful and she said she had a boyfriend , only girl I lost my mind in 10 years

 

[Rozay Oro]

shyt, I meant to answer your other quote from earlier. Gonna need to go back after I get this jog in.

But man, when she hurt me I cried, which ain't something I do. It was brief, literally seconds, but I knew then that I lost my grip on myself cause I cared about that girl so much.

Never againI'm on the "Hurt before she hurts me" policy now. First sign of trouble, nuke.

That's wassup pimpin
Damn I'm young so for me it was just it took me many many weeks to see how hard I was simping in early highschool. I just moved on and did me. These hos only love you when you don't love em

 

[Bless't]

Yeah

Live and learn breh. You're fine.

At least I'm hoping you are. No offense.

 

[Ello_Vee]

Speaking of good things, Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey @Ello_Vee

Hey @At30wecashout
I'm sorry you're lonely. Only thing I will say from experience is when you look at relationships expecting to be disappointed, you created that destiny, not the other person. I know I did.... and then would disappear from the scene for looong stretches of time.

You will make a friend before a girlfriend I bet. She will sneak in and secure that spot and then you will have to reconcile your expectations with reality. Or at least that's one way it could go.

 

[Mr. Negative]

Lets assume we've all been in love...

When was the last time you gave into that submission? Allowing the possibility to consider yourself a desired partner. A half... An alarm... An inspiration?

Past or present... When was your last time?

Like.... 7 or 8 years ago.

I think I been single for maybe 4 years now?

Now when I feel it or get the notion I'm like ""

I really did use to feel like it was this glorious thing where people come together and make the shyt work. Something you do damn near anything for.

I mean, I've seen other people do it. Folks in my so-called circle. Go from nothing to something together. Or nothing to nothing. As long as they go together, they're straight.


But in my own life, I've only seen people trying to escape something (responsibility) or trying to get something they're too lazy to get themselves.

So I feel like fukk it it may as not even be real to me anymore. Let it work for other people.

 

[Tetsuo]

About 5 years ago.

 

[At30wecashout]

Hey @At30wecashout
I'm sorry you're lonely. Only thing I will say from experience is when you look at relationships expecting to be disappointed, you created that destiny, not the other person. I know I did.... and then would disappear from the scene for looong stretches of time.

You will make a friend before a girlfriend I bet. She will sneak in and secure that spot and then you will have to reconcile your expectations with reality. Or at least that's one way it could go.

I see what you are saying, FamBut im old. I'm over the hill. I might as well pack it up and date a 25 year old single mother with 4 kids.

Its ok, though. I gotta get a mustang before I worry about a girlfriendA Mustang is guaranteed to compliment me and pleasure me, pause.

 

[Pineal Gland]

5 years ago. I don't think I'm built for it anymore.



Best thing I ever did was fall out of love

Spoiler

 

[Bless't]

Like.... 7 or 8 years ago.

I think I been single for maybe 4 years now?

Now when I feel it or get the notion I'm like ""

I really did use to feel like it was this glorious thing where people come together and make the shyt work. Something you do damn near anything for.

I mean, I've seen other people do it. Folks in my so-called circle. Go from nothing to something together. Or nothing to nothing. As long as they go together, they're straight.


But in my own life, I've only seen people trying to escape something (responsibility) or trying to get something they're too lazy to get themselves.

So I feel like fukk it it may as not even be real to me anymore. Let it work for other people.

Nahhhhh breh. That's an absolute defeatist attitude my man. fukk all that. I'm not trying to be all "rainbows and unicorns" and shyt but that last sentence... I don't ride with.

EVERYONE has the potential. Whether or not you realize said potential... That's on you.






















God damn it. I reached cornball-affirmation status.

To all;

It does come from a place of seriousness though.