MehYou sound like every woman in existence. People cheat because they want to, stop blaming your previous partner for your infidelity.
I'm as loyal to the people in my life as they are to me.






Yes I have cheated before. It was in my second relationship.
Was during my "ain't shyt nikka days". It did teach me alot though. Such as the fact that I fukked up the relationship and all the shyt was my fault. After she broke up with me I did use the time to reflect (which wasn't easy) and it helped me learn alot and mature from it. So after that relationship, I appreciate relationships. And yes, I do look for signs mostly, if the person is just a mess or not mentally right especially for a relationship. But outside of that I'm not a paranoid person. So if you have my trust you have my 100% trust unless you do something to not make me trust you.

I ain't never cheated but I've thought about it a few times. It just seems like too much work and it's hella dishonest. In my adult life, I've had women choose alcohol over me but never another person, to my knowledge.
.I remember the exact moment when my perception of relationships changed for the worse, and it wasn't even any of the times I've literally walked in on a girl fukking somebody else.
It was when somebody was cheating with me while talking on the phone with her husband. The thought popped in my head: "how many times has that been me on the other end of the phone?"




