Twitch streamer worth millions commits dat

[NotaPAWG]

could have quit gaming and found a therapist to talk to got millions iñ the bank and wanna kill yourself...

You don’t understand manic depression

manic depression along with BPD is the hardest mental issues to treat because with manic depression, the highs and peaks you convince yourself to stop going to therapy, that you’re now better etc

it took me 14 years to get into therapy and consistently go and take meds, i was diagnosed at 14 and for years, i toyed with therapy, then when i was like 27 i started going consistently for 2 years. a lot of times i’d miss apppintents cause my depression was so bad, i eventually got on meds and was doing really well.. then i stopped because of my ex didn’t like me going and convinced me not to. and it was the worst thing i ever did. and getting back in that head space now to go back i’d extremely hard after it took me over a decade to really commit to it, i achieved so much and then just threw it all away and now i feel hopeless and like a failure. cause it took a long time for me to get to that good place just to ruin it all in a matter of months and i lost everything and now it feels impossible to fix it.

 

[TaxCollector13459]

He aint re-spawning from that one.

 

[fact]

I lost my brother , not to suicide...but i still saw how deeply that affects my parents, especially my mom. She had to see a physiologist and get medication because of it.
People react differently to tough situations so im just saying from my point of view...i find that as a cowardly thing to do.

Suicide is just a permanent solution to a temporary problem , in my opinion.

It’s honestly a very polarizing subject to discuss. It is one of the first and only real arguments my wife and I ever had, and we still can’t talk about without emotions rising. She had a family member do it and believes it’s cowardly, I haven’t ever met anyone to do it, and I don’t think it is.

 

[Nomad1]

damn reckful lost his brother at a young age due to suicide, sad shyt

 

[goatmane]

idk man i think it definitely had an affect

M

Reminds me when a troll wrote this to a NBA writer whose wife had a miscarriage

 

[Mr Clean]

You know one of these streamers are gonna kill themselves on a live Twitch stream one day...it's inevitable

Nerds suddenly getting money, fame and attention is a recipe for disaster.

Not recent but I remember back when I posted on the bodybuilding forum a dude was streaming on justin.tv or one of them shyts (so way back). Anyway dude been talking about "fukk all this shyt, I'm gonna kill myself." Dude OD'd on sleeping pills which he took on camera and passed out right there. Thread blew up people trying to figure out where he lives to get an ambulance out there. Whole time before he actually did it people were spamming "do it fakkit" and all this other mess. He ended up dying.

It was a big ass scandal for the website. I can't remember the dudes name. Might have been around 2006-2007.

 

[hood b. goode]

Not recent but I remember back when I posted on the bodybuilding forum a dude was streaming on justin.tv or one of them shyts (so way back). Anyway dude been talking about "fukk all this shyt, I'm gonna kill myself." Dude OD'd on sleeping pills which he took on camera and passed out right there. Thread blew up people trying to figure out where he lives to get an ambulance out there. Whole time before he actually did it people were spamming "do it fakkit" and all this other mess. He ended up dying.

It was a big ass scandal for the website. I can't remember the dudes name. Might have been around 2006-2007.

candyjunkie

 

[dontreadthis]

Every job is toxic and stressful

nikkas out here stacking boxes and gettin covid.

Having a mental illness is one thing but get that whiny shyt out of here.

lol you work at a "toxic" job?

and his income/net worth is largely irrelevant in this story. it's pretty reductive to see a person commited suicide and try to analyze by how much his money should have made him happy, because clearly HE wasn't thinking about that.

 

[I Really Mean It]

I've been despondent, felt the world was at its end, that happiness had escaped from my grasp and would never be within my reach again, yet I've never had any inclination to kill myself. Have I been self-destructive? Sure, to the point I've engaged in acts that certainly could have seen me killed or grievously injured. After a breakup, I drank a pint of vodka and sped down the highway, barreling 100 mph, almost careening into a ditch on a sharp curve before coming to a stop and passing out. I've thrown drinks in the face of people who were armed, knowing they could have shot me. These are just two examples of reckless behavior I've engaged in after falling into a pit of despair and surrendering to alcohol as a way to cope. Yet, I never did those things because I wanted to die. I simply no longer cared about the consequences, fearing nothing at the time. Even now, I go through bouts of heartache, reminiscing on a lost love whose absence will always leave a void in my life. I take stock of my life at 40, feeling regret that I'm single and may never break free from immature tendencies, hollowed by the possibility of growing old without having fathered children. These things are painful anchors whose weight can be felt with my every movement.

But, all of that said, I have never wanted to kill myself. Even if I become homeless or sent to prison for life, I can't imagine I'll ever want to kill myself. I enjoy living too much, even with the pain.

 

[Ohene]

its like being the funny friend in the group always have to makes jokes,roast, entertain the crowd not once can you just fall back and chill cuz people will think something wrong with you
thats me

This how I feel with my gf
If I’m not “on” it’s like she the date/time we spend isn’t enjoyable for her

 

[Abuchunky]

Imagine losing 2 of your 3 kids to suicide

 

[The Exchanges]

its like being the funny friend in the group always have to makes jokes,roast, entertain the crowd not once can you just fall back and chill cuz people will think something wrong with you
thats me

That shyt does get irritating.

 

[Booker T Garvey]

Is he the guy who went viral for helping a little kid build confidence during a stream?

 

[Wink Beaufield]

Anthony Bourdain is another one.

Robin Williams.

 

[Zime]

Lol that dudes like 40

I been hearing he was 40 for many years. Dude must be approaching 50 by now.