Two philosophical life questions?

Super Future Luther King Jr.

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What is it that you want most out of life?

To see my immediate family and I succeed by any means possible. Success is different for everyone, but for me personally, I just need to leave this fucced up world with more stake and claim in it than I had when I was brought into it, which was very little to none, meaning my family needs to be straight. Generational wealth. But the shyt starts/started with me, unfortunately. I am the family member who has/has had to grind and sacrifice for everyone else to be able to have the chance/opportunity to succeed after. But it's cool. At this point in my life, I've honestly adapted and adjusted and accepted my role. Let's get it

And what are you doing to achieve this?

Everything in my power breh. I've literally been grinding all my life. Even with all the fucc ups I've had, and there's been major ones along the way, I always stayed consistent with reaching for more than the average/norm. And after 24-25 years of struggle, and pain, and mistakes (lessons) I've endured, I've truly persevered, and for the past, almost 5 years now, I've finally found some success, and I'm very thankful for it, but I have a long, long way to go still. I know this. So I just keep grinding. Stay the course. STACK PRAY AND STAY OUT THE WAY. Love your fam, stay close to those who love you back and have a good heart my G. That's all I can really offer. For real for real

Thanks.

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1. To change, have aspects of me improve/I want out of this space-time/My family to be happy, successful and live stress free lives/Superpowers, fukk this mundane shyt.

2. Not much, I try and fail, let fear, laziness and insecurities rule me/whimsical fantastical ideas with no practical benefit, daydreams and fantasies/Stress out mostly, my family isn't doing that bad but I have a desire for them all to succeed and do well, I've been very sentimental as of late strangely/Again, whimsical fantastical ideas with no practical benefit, daydreams and fantasies
 

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I have a question, what do you want to do with your life (if you don't mind me asking)?

That is a tricky question for me :( , I feel inferior in Life. :( Depression is the enemy :mad: Depression is a liar :mad: I feel like I have a passion for tech but I feel inferior because I did not invent technology :( I have a hard tome finding my place in this world :(
 

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I dong want shyt but them peices of paper with them dead crackers on them.

Currently coming up with the perfect crime.
 
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generational wealth.
buying property.
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Lots of stuff I want to do with music. I should really teach myself how to produce. I like to DJ...but I stopped pursuing that because you can't just play shyt you wanna play, sometimes you HAVE to play top 40s and I can't stand that. No, not on my decks. But honestly, I just enjoy listening tha most. Literally takes me to another dimension.

Weed...yea I definitely want to make money off of it. It isn't legal in Ohio yet but your post got me thinking about future endeavors for when it is...

You sound exactly like me. I can rap and I got a great ear for music. It’s all I wanna do besides get into IT. I have all the equipment necessary man I just for some reason can’t find the belief in myself sometimes when I’m trying to make beats and shyt. Even when I try to write man I stop myself because I want everything to be a fukking hit or everything has to be a home run type of shyt. I wanna move out to Cali and make legal money off of weed. Steady feeling like my window closing and I’m only 24 man. I just tell myself I need to better but dk exactly how to. School was a start as far as IT goes but with music it’s tough for me to get to where I know I can be.
 

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You sound exactly like me. I can rap and I got a great ear for music. It’s all I wanna do besides get into IT. I have all the equipment necessary man I just for some reason can’t find the belief in myself sometimes when I’m trying to make beats and shyt. Even when I try to write man I stop myself because I want everything to be a fukking hit or everything has to be a home run type of shyt. I wanna move out to Cali and make legal money off of weed. Steady feeling like my window closing and I’m only 24 man. I just tell myself I need to better but dk exactly how to. School was a start as far as IT goes but with music it’s tough for me to get to where I know I can be.
Never really tried rapping. I just like listening and feeling tha music. I love sounds...especially tha type from horror films.


I have that same issue trying to create, except I spend a lot of time tweaking sounds...i never really make shyt. I lack equipment, so its difficult for me to create percussion but sfx? hell yea. Soundscapes? sure if I really really tried and learned a lil more. I'd be good with atmosphere (NOT that lame ass rapper. creating actual atmosphere lol)

I'm 25. If I were to get certs or go to school it would be in IT.

You will never progress with tha Star mentality (needing/wanting a hit)

Music, especially creating it, should be your escape, it is your craft, it is a part of you. As long as you can make music, that should be all matters.

I wish I could write but I need to expand my vocabulary and get a better understanding of language to properly convey my thoughts. I just end up staring at tha paper. (General writing. Not song/lyric writing)
 

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That is a tricky question for me :( , I feel inferior in Life. :( Depression is the enemy :mad: Depression is a liar :mad: I feel like I have a passion for tech but I feel inferior because I did not invent technology :( I have a hard tome finding my place in this world :(
You have a mentor? If not, then you should get one. I plan to have one when I move to D.C.
 

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What is it that you want most out of life?

And what are you doing to achieve this?

Thanks.


I wanted to be able to do whatever I wanted (within reason )

i achieved it.

by crime, hard work , and luck .
 
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