Yes
She was perfect for me too, amazing personality, selfless, down to earth, great family upbringing, similar perspective on life, listened to weirdo indie rock, good girl with an inner ratchet, goal oriented, very cerebral, emotionally available, submissive...
She came into my life at my lowest, accepted my demons, held me down as I battled addiction, and I treated her like absolute shyt. She made herself extremely vulnerable and I took advantage of her every chance I could. I still dont forgive myself for the shyt I put her through. The fukked up thing is that I actually loved her but I projected it in the worst way possible

Why couldnt I have met her when I was 21 instead of 19
