When I was younger, yeah. It seemed like the world was against me. Nobody would help me with anything. So I said fukk everybody. If nobody will help me when I really need it, why should I help anybody?
Now I'm a nihilist and don't care about anything really
I'm no longer fukk the world anymore, I just think everything is pointless.
this resonates with thy as well,especially thee bold,made it from thee jects to college all on my own,amidst parental drug usage,abuse,usual hood shyt,etc without asking anybody for a damn thing,then i graduate and actually need some assistance and not a finger is offered,went so 5150 that even therapy couldn't help anymore,and thy just don't give two fukkeths about this 3-D material plane anymore,thy've conquered&ascended above it..
thy only accept new humanoid cases on an individual basis,if thy 6yh&7th sense tells me to help then thy offer my meager helping paw,otherwise i'd literally just rather live in abstract,my own Vipassana transcends thee cacophony of society,meditate when thy want,do what thy want,formless fortitude...