There was one time when an old girlfriend and I started talking and conversations eventually went to places that were inappropriate for a married man. I had really gotten myself into a mental place where I was considering booking flights to get back in. Fortunately nothing came of it because she started revealing more and more things to me that showed me she wasn't right. It was like she had an excuse for everything going wrong in life. No job. Lives with family. Multiple kids by different guys. Beautiful though..., but nope. I was still entertainiing her though until my wife found an inappropriate picture she sent me. That was the closest I've ever came to cheating. That was about 10 years ago.
Also on Instagram, it was common for women to slide in my DMs (knowing I'm married). Very attractive, too. I'd scroll through their pages and be immediately "turned off" - wasn't necessarily turned on, was just curious. But seeing some of the things these women post definitely put me off. For one, I can't stand pictures with women turned around aiming their butt at the camera. I definitely don't like a bunch of pictures of weed, money, struggle plates, posts talking about how they like sex.
I know this question is probably just referring to someone you migh'tve been looking to have fun with, but my standards have always been a little higher than that. It's like my caliber of woman carries herself a certain way, she talks a certain way, she use social media a certain way. Hopefully I never have to get out there like that, it looks rough fr.
