I've always been militant minded 


My pops was born in the 50's southside chicago I never had a chance at a "c00n phase"
He was teaching me that #inherently shyt by kindergarten![]()

I never liked white women and never had a c00n phase
My father was always on some "fukking crackers" shyt, he was in the military and got a healthy dose of how evil they can be.
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'few-at-a-time'
Elementary Education for Pre-6th grade....7th Grade, I had the sammy sosa/malcom-x juice in my joint just flexing during the softball games. New school new 'tude.

I saw my brothers (not genetically, but in 'general' and especially on TV
, at last! - 1998) Shine THROUGH that effort
too!Inspired me to never c00n again!5. Puff Daddy & The Family - "It's All About the Benjamins"
"It's All About the Benjamins," which features Lil Kim, The LOX & Notorious B.I.G., is one of Diddy's biggest hits ever. It climbed all the way to No. 2 on the Billboard Hot 100 and took home a "Viewer's Choice" award at the 1998 MTV Video Music Awards.
4. Nore - "Superthug"
This bit of braggadocio had a burbly rhythm and fierce strings that matched its title, not to mention lyrics great for answering the phone when trying to avoid a sticky situation.
3. Cam'ron - "Horse & Carriage"
Killa Cam joined forces with fellow Children of the Corn alum for this memorable party anthem. Remember the video with Cam'ron wildin' out at the pool party?
2. Big Pun - "Still Not a Player"
When Pun originally released "I'm Not a Player" from Capital Punishment it reached No. 57 on Billboard. When he tried again with the Joe-assisted remix "Still Not a Player" it soared to No. 24, becoming his biggest hit ever.
1. DMX - "Ruff Ryders Anthem"
"Ruff Ryders' Anthem," the fourth single from DMX's It's Dark and Hell Is Hot, invaded the streets and dominated radio in the summer of '98. X delivered the menacing rhymes, while Swizz Beatz dreamed up the sitar-powered soundscapes.

You've never been with a pawg?

It was hard not growing up with somewhat c00n thoughts. Where I'm from (mostly white), growing up in the suburbs and always had great friends who were on the other extreme end (black and poor), you end up placed in different bracket entirely. Too black for the white crowd, yet your black homies make sure you know you are different.
Anyway, once my homies started cutting school, getting arrested, hitting licks, and smashing women like crazy, I just kept to myself. Funny thing is they knew to miss me on that ish cuz they knew my parents didn't play that ish.
I'd say around 21 is when I started realizing I love my people regardless, after coming into some understanding. Before then i would be ashamed to invite my homies around my white friends and what not.