The most perplexing thing in my life is the fact people seem to proactively resist my advice. For a long time it use to fukk with me like "do my words not hold weight", "Do I lack the presence to make people listen to me"
This started since highschool,
I've always had this insanely keen gift of foresight and discernment and having my finger on the pulse of what people are feeling, Its served me well and made me alot of friends, butwhen it comes to the people I really love or wanna see win, It's like they dont take me seriously or some shyt
eveything Ive ever called ahead of time, came to be and people will be like "you was right" after the fact, I use to harbor alot of resentment and keep to myself because of it and people thought I was just shy or some shyt.
Also "Why does my family think i'm some mean ticking time bomb when I'm most people know my true nature"
I'm down to earth but for some reason some of my fam thinks I'm this hyper aggressive nikka
Maybe because I'm stocky and solid built dude and I got a little boom in my voice when i speak,
certain things happen in the past and people thought I was gonna come in cleaning house and laying nikkas out when I'm not trying to be on that time around family.
yeah I was gettin shyt poppin in my teens, and built a rep but THEY shouldnt know about any of that...
I dont know where all this me being mean shyt comes from. Oh maybe because I dont have a problem with tellin people no....that could be it too
