What are you struggling with that you dont want your outside folks to know?

Petty Crocker

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On my plane today, this woman and her baby made me realize that I want a family, babies, a home, compromise- problem is I don't think i can trust someone with that much of me.

Random we are >>>>here<<<<<<<

Sometimes I feel like everyone has an agenda, no one is genuine anymore.
 

Shugg84

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Random we are >>>>here<<<<<<<

Sometimes I feel like everyone has an agenda, no one is genuine anymore.
I feel like if you go through life with an agenda when it comes to making friends, people see right through that and do the same..my homey from the n.o. came from nothin, and we met in high school and been buddies ever since..
Alot people in my fam dont like me hangin with him, saying that i should hang with people from LSU because they gonna be successful, but fukk that, thats not my style and I dont trust LSU people..turns out my homie got a rich side of the fam in Seattle they gonna hook him and me up with a good job..

Point is, be truthful to yourself and others,and later on down the line you will be rewarded.
 

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I hate my mother like I literally cant stand her... getting a text frm her or hearing her voice jus pisses me off

I really dont give af bout anyone but myself N my son....errybody else i dont care....Ive done so much bogus shyt to my BM like I feel bad about but I dnt stop

My mistress says she loves me N wants to be with me...she divorced her husband so i could visit her at night but I cant see a future wit her...i made her have 2 abortions N i couldnt care less didnt feel bad at all....I still hit it raw 4-5 times a week

Im goin to hell:russ:
 

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:mindblown: on how I've applied to over 40 places in the past year , got a dozen interviews yet still haven't landed a new job. Going to check out my credit tomorrow.

At least I got one but I feel like I can do far more than retail. Thinking about getting back in the commission game and selling cars. Sold cpus for three years so I have an idea of what it can be all about .

Need to get my degree. I'll be good with an A.A. at least with the career field I'm looking at :obama: One class away :wow:

Finally, NEVER being in a relationship is something that fukks me up mentally at times but it more on a social tip. Hearing all my friends/Coli talk about their relationship stories/issues is like a foreign language. I'm really active and independent, maybe too much . Starting to think my commitment anxiety is more visible than my bad luck in the dating scene :snoop:
 

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my struggles..i have 2

one: to get out of my current job: i get paid ok but there's so much politics and bullshyt i deal with every day its sickening...i leave the shyt wound up nearly gotdamned day...im hoping these interviews ive been on..somebody bites so i can get out

2: these chiro treatments...it sucks ive had to take it easy in the gym since february because of them...its affecting my usual look add to that im getting increasingly injury prone:sadcam:
 

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Musics going well for me locally and with this new management company I linked with but it takes so much of my time I can't keep a normal job. And I just broke up with my pawg ccuz apparently I'm too busy for her.
 

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I want a majority of the Lebron Xs that have been leaked.

The Blue Diamond, Olympics, Mangos and Jades?

But, I cant pay $270 for a shoe :sadcam:
 

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I hate my mother like I literally cant stand her... getting a text frm her or hearing her voice jus pisses me off

I really dont give af bout anyone but myself N my son....errybody else i dont care....Ive done so much bogus shyt to my BM like I feel bad about but I dnt stop

My mistress says she loves me N wants to be with me...she divorced her husband so i could visit her at night but I cant see a future wit her...i made her have 2 abortions N i couldnt care less didnt feel bad at all....I still hit it raw 4-5 times a week

Im goin to hell:russ:
:wow:
 

Mr Hate Coffee

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My struggles:
-I'm perpetually unsatisfied and a perfectionist, nothing is ever good enough. Leads to a lot of stress
-"I want a girl when I want a girl, and when I don't want a girl I want a girl who understands that." -Phonte


I love my girlfriend but I hate being in a relationship and I don't know what to do about it.

This is the realist shyt you ever wrote. There's no way out tho. Just letting you know now.
 
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