I would just like to say that I appreciate everyone here, thecoli is a great place for laughs/entertainment and progressive opinions on various subjects
when I got the news about this today I had no one to talk to at all, everyone was either too close to it or wasn't someone who I thought could help me deal with it. This i the only thread I've ever made on here and it was out of desperation because I had no choice but to sit by myself and wait. You all came through and not only kept my mind occupied when I needed it but offered supportive words and encouragement.
there is a lot of negative shyt that happens here but if every once in a while it can help a real world situation like today I think we are winning
my daughter is happily sleeping now, we ordered boston pizza and watched a movie..her mother is in the hospital and won't see anyone. Her step father was there but she wouldn't let him in to see her, I kind of understand...she's very sick from the pills and I am sure there is overwhelming embarassment etc. from all this.
I'm praying she gets better, she has tried so hard the last couple years. They switched her meds up last month and that could very well be what triggered all this (anti-depression meds are a crap shoot and pharm companies are out for nothing but $$$) as screwed up as she is, she's always been a great mother and my little girl adores her...I'm going to do whatever it takes to help her
thank you all again, sometimes small things make a big difference
(going through and repping everyone I can now)