feeling like you have almost infinite time


Everyone is raised differently, with some kids having harder upbringings than others due to circumstances out of their control. All things considered, I had a good childhood, and what I absolutely miss most because of that, is the way I saw the world. You get older and you actually realize how vile this rock really is, but as a kid, almost none of that exists. Theres a level of innocence & purity that you never get back as you age, especially if you're black.
I legit miss how special getting pizza on a Friday night felt. Or the excitement I had when a new video game dropped and I had the funds to cop due to saving up break money.I miss being able to get lost in a film. I miss how magical Christmas Eve & Christmas morning felt. Hell, more than any other aspect, I miss my imagination. Kids just dont see things the world the way adults do, and that's the gift of childhood. I miss that ignorance and innocence more than anything.
She passed away in 2006 from liver cancer, aged 58. And thank you man. It doesn’t get easier over time like I thought it would...
RIP to your dear mother. Appreciate you. I know your pain all too well...I'm sorry hun. My mom died in 2004 from Brain cancer. She was 33 and at the time I was 14. I wilded out for years after, running away, smoked weed heavy... I hate Christmas and will not celebrate it, miss her too damn much.
R.I.P to both of them, moms are the shyt.
feeling like you have almost infinite time
this shyt could end at ANYTIME now.