u make some good points like usual breh
you're on to something....simplicity is definitely the answer....refusing to accept the prizes of this society ....chasing the "imaginary" top is impossible because it simply dont exist.....its like being on a treadmill
Idk bro....I dont even know what I got to live for anymore, and im too big of a coward to finish the job myself....maybe a nikka will just finish me lol or a cac cop....then ill become a hashtag...have ppl put my post in a book...ill be like the modern day van gogh....have ppl with my image on their shirt like che guevara, not even understanding what i stood for lol....
im kidding but I see no way to happiness, what exactly is happiness? is it money? its it admiration? sexual gratification?
I dont know what happiness is, my old goal was freedom, but free how?
Im just a shell , just living... until the day i dont anymore

, i can deal with it, it dont bother me, but i refuse to pretend I dont see what I see....what to appease other ppl comfort? I mean im forced to deal with their bullshyt lol but when u give them a alternative, they dont want to deal with yours...thats not fair
maybe Ive out think myself and the simple answer is totally carelessness ...... maybe my curiosity about life and its meaning finally backfired on me...i dont know
but when I see black america particular, I see something very complex, very bleak, very dark