What Is It Like Being "Normal"? I Was Blessed Genius Level Artistic Talent So I'll Never Know

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I was thinking about this, alotta people wonder how I'm able to do what I do, been doing it since I was in diapers, its natural talent combined with hours of hardwork. Too me its automatic and nothing special, so I take it for granted. But to somebody else its amazing. Sometimes I tear work up and throw it away and people may think I'm crazy, like how could I throw such a good creation away, but in my eyes.. what they see as good, I see a piece of shyt not worthy of being introduced to the world. I have VERY high standards when it comes to my work.

The older I got, I realized I'm not necessarily better or smarter than people but something in my head is definitely different, I'm wired differently, which creates alotta tension between me and the avg joe, because I simply cant relate and get frustrated when I'm forced to hear their normal shyt. I'm a genius, so when u talk too me about regular shyt, I get a headache. That's why peons might take our lack of interaction as arrogance, its not that we think were better than you, we just cant see what you see. We need free environments and to hang with other other like minded geniuses

There's nothing wrong with being a peon, most are good people, they just don't have that special 3rd eye that creatives have. Creative people are blessed with super natural gifts that regular people just don't have, that's why alot of us become recluses and hardcore introverts. We become extremely lonely people, very depressed people. I think genius people in general are very depressed people. We have trouble functioning in society and communicating with normal people.

My mind is like a battlefield, lots of really high highs, and very low lows...when I get low, I get extremely low, low's. I constantly have thoughts running through my mind, farting in and out all day long, its like a broken button on a remote control that keeps flicking back n forth

What is it like to be regular? Just u know, the avg joe or jane, just doing the 9 to 5 thing, doing the family thing? What goes on in your head? whats life like for the talentless? im a curious person
 

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:yeshrug: im tired of pretending im like everybody else, just to make them feel comfortable about their lack of gifts....I mean I got feelings too, I can literately create a masterpiece with a blank shirt of paper and a single ink pen without looking at nothing....and Im suppose to relate to the lady unpacking gum at the dollar store?

im not even trying too be an a$$hole, but we cant see the same thing upstairs...I can pretend like I do, so we can get along....but in reality, we cant
 
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talented people shouldnt have to pretend to be humble and constantly try to blend in with normal people also...when u have a brain that was blessed to see things in a unique way... its like being buried alive....because u have to be like the avg peon , in order survive

man im just giving yall a different perceptive that no other creative will ever give yall....its a sin to say these things in the creativity community...because to make profit , u have to create the guise of appearing like the guy that live down the street

this is actually game im dropping, do u think a guy like nas think like the guy thats driving the ups truck? and thats no diss, like I said, we arent better, just see things different
 

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Imagine if you put half the effort in your life as you do into typing manifestos on the coli


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thats the thing, yall truly have no idea what I do, yall judge me based upon a normal person perspective. My situation is much more unique, and actually Ive put more effort at my craft then most of yall can comprehend, ive done the 10,000 hours thing....and yall see some of my talents when i drop my little project or whatever, but even that is only a portion of my full abilities
 

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thats the thing, yall truly have no idea what I do, yall judge me based upon a normal person perspective. My situation is much more unique, and actually Ive put more effort at my craft then most of yall can comprehend, ive done the 10,000 hours thing....and yall see some of my talents when i drop my little project or whatever, but even that is only a portion of my full abilities

Are your posts and coli career just long-winded poorly written ways of telling us you're an Aspy wannabe?

I hope you manage to reach your Super Saiyan mode someday, sir.
 
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