I was thinking about this, alotta people wonder how I'm able to do what I do, been doing it since I was in diapers, its natural talent combined with hours of hardwork. Too me its automatic and nothing special, so I take it for granted. But to somebody else its amazing. Sometimes I tear work up and throw it away and people may think I'm crazy, like how could I throw such a good creation away, but in my eyes.. what they see as good, I see a piece of shyt not worthy of being introduced to the world. I have VERY high standards when it comes to my work.
The older I got, I realized I'm not necessarily better or smarter than people but something in my head is definitely different, I'm wired differently, which creates alotta tension between me and the avg joe, because I simply cant relate and get frustrated when I'm forced to hear their normal shyt. I'm a genius, so when u talk too me about regular shyt, I get a headache. That's why peons might take our lack of interaction as arrogance, its not that we think were better than you, we just cant see what you see. We need free environments and to hang with other other like minded geniuses
There's nothing wrong with being a peon, most are good people, they just don't have that special 3rd eye that creatives have. Creative people are blessed with super natural gifts that regular people just don't have, that's why alot of us become recluses and hardcore introverts. We become extremely lonely people, very depressed people. I think genius people in general are very depressed people. We have trouble functioning in society and communicating with normal people.
My mind is like a battlefield, lots of really high highs, and very low lows...when I get low, I get extremely low, low's. I constantly have thoughts running through my mind, farting in and out all day long, its like a broken button on a remote control that keeps flicking back n forth
What is it like to be regular? Just u know, the avg joe or jane, just doing the 9 to 5 thing, doing the family thing? What goes on in your head? whats life like for the talentless? im a curious person
all hail Dr X