What is one thing you'd improve about yourself and why?

Flay Mayweather

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I care too much

Im in the processing of building an opportunity for family and friends. Its not for myself, i dont really do things for myself.

I enjoy giving and helping, im not someone who's satisfaction come easily...tbh im never satisfied. And i dont want any one to feel like that so im trying to help them gain satisfaction.

:naslost: my satisfaction comes last because i care too much.
 

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i'd become more aggressive, for better or worse. my lack of isn't a problem for others but it's starting to become a opportunity for me...
 
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I wish I never procrastinate, so I could get good grades. Took way too many unnecessary D's and one F for that.

Also wish I had the discipline to work on my body. I'm active and play basketball a lot but I never was able to go to gym enough to bulk up. Feel like that would upgrade my life a lot if I did.
 

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I..... somewhere along the line I think I halfway gave up. I have nowhere near the drive that I used to have.

But then I also know I used to hate my life so much that I wanted to break it. I was extremely angry and felt like :demonic: almost all the time.

Now, I more defensive and reactionary than offensive.

And I hate it.

I lost my drive and my bloodlust. I don't have a killer's sharpness. My anger and hate has turned to apathy.

I don't even care anymore.
 
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Oh so you have a separate persona for online and real life?

Interesting....
no I don't, it's just online I'm talking to a bunch of strangers vs outside of that most of the people I deal with, it's more on an intimate level. If I met a stranger today, I wouldn't be a pushover.
 

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My drive.I don't feel like doing shyt but watching sports all day.Like Right now I'm high af listening to rustee juxx when I should be typing up this 4 page paper :manny:
 
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Fact that i don't really care about anything.

I'm too selfish and i do everything for my own benefit. I'm always focused on my instant gratification instead of focusing more on the longterm. And i've come to the conclusion that i really don't care. i can see what i'm doing wrong but i don't care to change. Probably grow out of it eventually.
 
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