I read through the comments and pieced it together and I'm pretty sure i know what her deal is.
She was abused by a man named Yung/Nithis kitchaichankul who severely beat her to the point of major internal bleeding. She is so injured, she can never produce children. The guy got off scott free for some reason. Understandably she was going through some shyt and shared her story so the guy will live in infamy and ppl found out.
She got on from making songs doing song covers and expressing herself in those music videos (or wtf you would call them i honestly dont know), stopped while this shyt went down, and now she's back at it.
Shes probably still shaken up but i doubt she will still actually commit that
Quite the sad story tbh.