What makes you, you?

[Vodun]

waking up from the matrix and the god self (I AM) part of me

 

[ryshy]

im a empath/hypersentitive person, very creative and musically attuned. Im a 7th level thinker and people say im a better looking chris brown (not quite as good looking as trey songz though)

however due to my emotional sensitivity and inherited mental disorders im extremely suicidal and will probably not be alive in a month. Then again ive said this every month for the last 6 months. somethings gotta give

 

[Drake is God]

I'm one of the greatest humans who ever lived

 

[Ciggavelli]

im a empath/hypersentitive person, very creative and musically attuned. Im a 7th level thinker and people say im a better looking chris brown (not quite as good looking as trey songz though)

however due to my emotional sensitivity and inherited mental disorders im extremely suicidal and will probably not be alive in a month. Then again ive said this every month for the last 6 months. somethings gotta give

I know about the difficulties associated with mental disorders. That's kinda what prompted this thread to be honest.

I wonder how these type of things affect the self, ya know?

 

[yo moms]

im a empath/hypersentitive person, very creative and musically attuned. Im a 7th level thinker and people say im a better looking chris brown (not quite as good looking as trey songz though)

however due to my emotional sensitivity and inherited mental disorders im extremely suicidal and will probably not be alive in a month. Then again ive said this every month for the last 6 months. somethings gotta give

you cant kill yourself. just think of all the ugly nikkas alive like me

 

[ryshy]

you cant kill yourself. just think of all the ugly nikkas alive like me

its like my mind is fighting my emotions, like constantly being in a battlezone with no way out (besides getting high ofc)

now my parents are making me go without drugs besides these prescription ones, klonopin an seroquel fukk you up in their own special way

 

[yo moms]

its like my mind is fighting my emotions, like constantly being in a battlezone with no way out (besides getting high ofc)

now my parents are making me go without drugs besides these prescription ones, klonopin an seroquel fukk you up in their own special way

i have social anxiety. the only thing that works is alcohol.

 

[ryshy]

i have social anxiety. the only thing that works is alcohol.

thing is when you have an anxiety disorder and you use things that recude you inhibitions, often times you do things that you regret when sober. When i take klonopin i say and do whatever i want. i kinda fell in love with this girl in a psych ward, since i was gone off the medication the whole time i did a lot of simpish shyt that i regret now. When i smoke weed im much more sensitive to social judgment and what not, so i think about past mistakes an hate myself for them

in other words, be careful with using things to reduce inhibitions. mild social anxiety is healthy in a way

 

[yo moms]

thing is when you have an anxiety disorder and you use things that recude you inhibitions, often times you do things that you regret when sober. When i take klonopin i say and do whatever i want. i kinda fell in love with this girl in a psych ward, since i was gone off the medication the whole time i did a lot of simpish shyt that i regret now. When i smoke weed im much more sensitive to social judgment and what not, so i think about past mistakes an hate myself for them

in other words, be careful with using things to reduce inhibitions. mild social anxiety is healthy in a way

ive mastered the art of getting tipsy and feeling but not getting drunk enough to do some dumb shyt.

whats klonopin?

 

[ryshy]

ive mastered the art of getting tipsy and feeling but not getting drunk enough to do some dumb shyt.

whats klonopin?

its the strongest benzo, stronger than xanax and ativan, idk if its as strong as valium though

basically its alcohol in pill form, its an anti anxiety medication so naturally it makes you liable to do stupid shyt

 

[yo moms]

its the strongest benzo, stronger than xanax and ativan, idk if its as strong as valium though

basically its alcohol in pill form, its an anti anxiety medication so naturally it makes you liable to do stupid shyt

am intrigued.

 

[ryshy]

am intrigued.

just find a psychiatrist, tell them your issues with anxiety (maybe exaggerate a bit), an they might try to hit you with that buspar shyt. If they do tell them you tried it and it didnt work. Then the only thing they can give u is a benzo. Probably the best and easiest legal high

 

[Ciggavelli]

its like my mind is fighting my emotions, like constantly being in a battlezone with no way out (besides getting high ofc)

now my parents are making me go without drugs besides these prescription ones, klonopin an seroquel fukk you up in their own special way

I know about seroquel very well. fukk that drug. They got me on Geodon instead. It makes you tired, but not as tired as Seroquel.

I gots the klons too I'd be an anxious mess without them

 

[yo moms]

I know about seroquel very well. fukk that drug. They got me on Geodon instead. It makes you tired, but not as tired as Seroquel.

I gots the klons too I'd be an anxious mess without them

doctors are really tight and wont prescribe benzos for socisl anxiety in the uk. thats what ive been reading.

 

[Ciggavelli]

doctors are really tight and wont prescribe benzos for socisl anxiety in the uk. thats what ive been reading.

That's unfortunate. I had/have major anxiety, so they had no problem putting me on the klons. They are very addictive though, so not being on them has its benefits too