What Motivates You To Keep Going?
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A beautiful union pension in 27 years 
The disrespect people in my personal life show me.
It makes me think of two things:
1) I'm on my own and if I'm going to make it anywhere it's my own sweat that will get me there. Nobody's going to help me, so dont rely on any of those motherfukkers.
2) When I make it, everybody who didn't think much of me is going to be real different all of a sudden, on some
. I'm not going to care though 
So I guess what really motivates me is not being happy about my current situation, being very ambitious, and having a burning desire to show everybody who did me wrong that they shouldn't have. Success is the best vengeance
It makes me think of two things:
1) I'm on my own and if I'm going to make it anywhere it's my own sweat that will get me there. Nobody's going to help me, so dont rely on any of those motherfukkers.
2) When I make it, everybody who didn't think much of me is going to be real different all of a sudden, on some
. I'm not going to care though So I guess what really motivates me is not being happy about my current situation, being very ambitious, and having a burning desire to show everybody who did me wrong that they shouldn't have. Success is the best vengeance
BlackDiBiase
Superstar
The disrespect people in my personal life show me.
It makes me think of two things:
1) I'm on my own and if I'm going to make it anywhere it's my own sweat that will get me there. Nobody's going to help me, so dont rely on any of those motherfukkers.
2) When I make it, everybody who didn't think much of me is going to be real different all of a sudden, on some
So I guess what really motivates me is not being happy about my current situation, being very ambitious, and having a burning desire to show everybody who did me wrong that they shouldn't have. Success is the best vengeance
i feel you. you need to channel some positive fuel my brother. this negative energy will not have your endevours supported by the constellations.
i must show them this and that, you looking for validation. success is the best vengeance, what, man leave that shyt for the comic books.
clean cerebellum bro, you will attract the right light. all of the universe will be rooting for you, if your heart is pure.
all this enemy talk i will leave at this to show you, it means jack shyt.
margaret thatcher : "well, .... if my enemies saw me walk on water they would say it is because i couldnt swim".
What type of disrespect if you don't mind me askingThe disrespect people in my personal life show me.
It makes me think of two things:
1) I'm on my own and if I'm going to make it anywhere it's my own sweat that will get me there. Nobody's going to help me, so dont rely on any of those motherfukkers.
2) When I make it, everybody who didn't think much of me is going to be real different all of a sudden, on some
So I guess what really motivates me is not being happy about my current situation, being very ambitious, and having a burning desire to show everybody who did me wrong that they shouldn't have. Success is the best vengeance
Good words, I struggle with letting my grudges go, but my ego is like fukk that mash the pedali feel you. you need to channel some positive fuel my brother. this negative energy will not have your endevours supported by the constellations.
i must show them this and that, you looking for validation. success is the best vengeance, what, man leave that shyt for the comic books.
clean cerebellum bro, you will attract the right light. all of the universe will be rooting for you, if your heart is pure.
all this enemy talk i will leave at this to show you, it means jack shyt.
margaret thatcher : "well, .... if my enemies saw me walk on water they would say it is because i couldnt swim".
BlackDiBiase
Superstar
thats human, thats natural its even supported in some religions like islam but dont go wild with it. thats why positive energy influence is a natural motivation. when you look forward to sleep so you can have another glorious day
Health and debt
Able Archer 83
Two Minutes to Midnight
I have a lot of health issues. Skeletal problems, neurological problems. I've been in the hospital twice in the past three years for serious viral and bacterial infections. The first required heart surgery, the second required me to be in the hospital for ten days.
I've often wondered what keeps me going. Like, I don't have any children or a wife or anything. And every illness, every trip to the hospital leaves me feeling more diminished, more empty. Like I'm more my shadow than my actual self if that makes sense.
I've come to the conclusion that it's momentum more than anything else. I suppose I've gotten this far, and there's no point not seeing it to the very end.
I've often wondered what keeps me going. Like, I don't have any children or a wife or anything. And every illness, every trip to the hospital leaves me feeling more diminished, more empty. Like I'm more my shadow than my actual self if that makes sense.
I've come to the conclusion that it's momentum more than anything else. I suppose I've gotten this far, and there's no point not seeing it to the very end.
The will of Father God for my life, both generally and specifically.
Lots of things man. Today it was me getting frustrated about how I go out of my way to help people out, and they dont even respect the effort I put in to try and help them out of a shytty situation. Nobody asked me or told me to do it, and nobody does it for me. I just do it for others because I want to help my friends, right. Because that's what a friend should do.
One of my boys, he's been unemployed for years and I've been hooking him up with ways to make money for years. I mean concrete schemes to make some easy money, legit money doing jobs, that anybody could do, all you have to do is apply and you're guaranteed to get the job. The pay is always decent and the job is never some demeaning wack shyt like fast food or whatever, its jobs i do myself and when I'm finished with them I put him on so he can make some money. He's not getting hired at any place so it's not like he can turn his nose up at the jobs I send his way.
He's never done any of them though. Recently we were hanging out with this other dude we dont know so well, his brother's homie. We got to talking about all this job and money problems and my boy was hanging on his every word, talking about how he was going to do this and that. Everything that dude suggested, he followed through with. Now you know that rubbed me up wrong because he didn't even put him on or anything like that, just gave him some basic resume advice.
So it's like, damn, I spent the last five years showing you job opportunities that were easy lay ups and paid well, and you never did any of them or even gave me a thank you, and this other guy who we dont even know like that tells you some basic advice and you're going to follow through with that weak shyt?
Another one, this girl I've known forever, she wouldn't have graduated university without my help. She stays hitting me up for advice even now, in regards to her career and building up skills to progress with that and I'm always happy to help. Then I find out last week she's been saying shyt about me behind my back, for no reason at all. That's cold
Now I don't mind too much. People can do whatever. I dont hate you or consider you my enemy unless you directly try to get in my way and fukk up my career. But I dont like being disrespected like that, taken for granted by one person, and not taken seriously by another person. Maybe it's because I'm naive and trust people too much, or it's because I have this idea that I have to be useful to other people to justify their friendship with me. In any case its something I realised I've got to change about myself. If I go out of my way and put in 100% to help my friends, and they dont ever return the favour or even thank me for it, then they're just taking advantage of me and I'm the one who's losing.
Dwayne_Taylor
Superstar
The hope for escape 
( a very comfortable early retirement)
( a very comfortable early retirement)