had a feeling you were having a bad day...
but why were you having lunch with another woman?
Sidenote: I know you wanted to be ("born again" - again -
) but 'TeflonTrill' >>>>>
The long story, tho?
I frequent a Starbucks on campus. I hit it off with a girl that works there, but it was seriously just one of those things were if you're regular, a worker or two just gets acquainted with you.
Come to find out, she's actually from my hometown and went to the cross town school rival.
She's a nursing student and I'm med, so we were on somewhat common ground. Conversation was cool.
Numbers were exchanged a few weeks ago and we met up for lunch yesterday afternoon. She invited me back to her place but I declined and killed it dead on the spot.
Either way, one of my classmates saw us and told her (I don't know which one, but I have an idea)
My girl tutors for the MCAT on Friday afternoons for extra pocket money, so she wasn't home when I left, and I didn't make an effort to tell her.
She had already told me she didn't like how enthusiastic ol' girl was around me and so I don't blame her at all for being livid.
I didn't do anything, but I entertained it which I know to her hurts all the same.

The short story?
She was sexy and I wanted her as much as she wanted me.
I toyed with the idea of sleeping with that girl and I knew that was what the agenda was before I ever put the keys in the ignition.
I'm flawed and selfish and don't really deserve the woman I have, tbh.
Still whining like Keith Sweat if that's what it takes to get her to look past it all.

how songs that perfectly match my mood come on or pop in my head, play at the exact right time, prove GOD is real








