Probably being an annoying fukk asking a lot of questions as kid only to receive answers that didn't make sense to me at the time. I come from Jehovah's Witnesses so religion was a lot more serious than what most go through, I still hang around the Kingdom Hall because it's predominantly black people and besides the religion thing, they are pretty reasonable and well educated, one of the guys there used to work for NASA. Even to this day they are still doing meetings from home due to COVID and they immediately took it serious at the start, I was happy for that, for my mother's safety. But anyways, watching debates at a young age on youtube really solidified it for me, one side was usually on their back foot more often. I didn't get around to reading the bible until a two years ago, and yeah, that was pretty bad.
But I wouldn't call myself an atheist unless I'm debating for the fun of it, I'm an agnostic on the position mainly because I don't believe anything either human or entity is capable of answering origin due to their limiting subjective experience. If you die and go to heaven, you can't know for sure if that is really heaven, a simulation, you dreaming, or if it's designed by a god under another god that simply gave it reign of a specific sector. And it's the same for the entity, the entity could never know its origin and whether or not there was a god before it. It's an impossibility to know origin for those with a subjective experience. So why bother with it?