Bruh. At 16
just thinking about that bytch.. But she was necessary: I had a girl that nikkas wanted, not out of my league but out of the league of my confidence at the time. She dated some older thug nikka but broke up with him, and I was too young to see the red flags at that time which looking back were probably there before this moment
anyway, it was time to talk to her private, so young So Chi slid to McDonald's to use the pay phone. Let me call lil mama
she proceeds to tell me she just saw "June" or "lil O dog" before there even was a O dog. So I'm like "and? What happened?" she tells me "we laid down together naked but ain't nothing happen"
right then.. That moment.. The anger built up but didn't come out, but it just burned. Mostly because It was the
"this bytch really think I'm fukking stupid" moment. My whole agenda changed. My music choice changed to HOH, as did my life. I never let a woman get that close to me again, not that I didn't love any women after that, but the hate created allowed me to be able to say goodbye at a moments notice on some "Heat/DeNiro" shyt. The ability to not care actually made more women attracted to me. Life teaches you lessons, and if you don't learn it the first time it'll spin the block till you do..
