I was beyond loser.
Was kinda nerd, couldn't talk to girls (or barely anyone).
Used to talk to noone but some brothas. Was always saying racist shyt about cacs to them (funny thing is that one of the dudes that I mostly used to be friend, was a white dude who had dreadlocks and was kinda pro black, due to rasta and those kinda of philosophy).
Used VERY baggy clothes and was always with headphones listening to very underground hiphop, like M.O.O.D, MF Doom and things like that.
Played Basketball at high school, I was a bench warmer who was always saying shyt about whiteboys in the court, regardless of playing worst than them
I also never went to parties. Shyt was worst every year.
Anyway, I ONLY became sociable and less akward AFTER THE DAMN COLLEGE.