so what would yall do?
i dated a girl about 3 and a half years ago. we only dated for about 3 to 4 months. it was lovely. only problem was, the girl was taller than me. and that bothered her. but for whatever reason she kept coming back to chill and we had the best sex ive ever had lol. and when i said best, i mean, raw sex and everything and her letting me do whatever i wanted to her. i never pulled out once with her. man, i would go a long time without fapping only so that when i unloaded in her, i did so heavily. it was beautiful lol. i did this wit her only because she comes from a rich family, and shes educated. so if she were to get pregnant and she refused to get an abortion, i wouldn't be fukked.
long story short, she did get pregnant and got an abortion. and the relationship basically went to sh1t after that. we got into an argument because she was being a b1tch afterwards. i cursed her out called her all sorts of names i can think off. she got mad and says "you know what im done with this. u can delete my number". i go, "fine with me c*nt b1tch. deletion in progress". she goes "good".
so i ignored her. a week later she hits me up on some, "when can i come get my things at ur house". when she said "things", it was just some cheap ass necklace. so i knew that wasn't she wanted. she wanted some more d1ck. so she comes over and we get back together. and after sex, she has a worried look on her face. im like, whats on ur mind? she goes, "i think im in love with you". that was beautiful news to me.
long story short, i really liked this chick, but due to the height thing, i think she could only like me to a certain point. i became an emotional ass n1gga and got too deep into her. and always wanted to chill with her every weekend and if she couldn't it would really bother me.
anyway, we broke up again. and that also hurt. i didn't really try hard to get back with her. i just wallowed in my pain in private. she hits me up again a couple of months later. she comes through and we fucck. then, after sex, she felt things was awkward and she left. she got mad that i told her to let herself out instead of me walking her out like i usually do. so after this third time of getting back together for sex, i didn't hear from her for a week. i hit her up and tried to setup another meeting with her. to which she agreed, but then when the date got nearer, she canceled. yeah, that really pissed me off. and we stopped talking after that. it was a nasty war of words. i immediately deleted her off my facebook cause i aint trying to be seeing updates on what shes up to. after deleting her, i came to my senses a couple of days later and tried to add her back. i sent her a friend request. i thought it was denied because i didn't see any notifications of acceptance.
so yeah, 3 and a half years go without her accepting the request. i already forgot about it as i figured she had to have denied it. so this morning, i log into facebook and i see it saying "so and so has accepted your friend request". i was like wtf??? so i check out her profile and i see she's in a relationship with some white dude. and at first, i didn't even wanna view her profile, but i just had to. now, even after 3 years, i still feel some kinda ways about her. and its mainly because she's the only chick i've busted raw in since 3.5 years ago. lol. every other chick after her has a lot to gain by being impregnated by me so i've been very cautious not to.
but what would yall do in this situation? i sure as hell aint gon send her any message. but what do yall think of this.
i dated a girl about 3 and a half years ago. we only dated for about 3 to 4 months. it was lovely. only problem was, the girl was taller than me. and that bothered her. but for whatever reason she kept coming back to chill and we had the best sex ive ever had lol. and when i said best, i mean, raw sex and everything and her letting me do whatever i wanted to her. i never pulled out once with her. man, i would go a long time without fapping only so that when i unloaded in her, i did so heavily. it was beautiful lol. i did this wit her only because she comes from a rich family, and shes educated. so if she were to get pregnant and she refused to get an abortion, i wouldn't be fukked.
long story short, she did get pregnant and got an abortion. and the relationship basically went to sh1t after that. we got into an argument because she was being a b1tch afterwards. i cursed her out called her all sorts of names i can think off. she got mad and says "you know what im done with this. u can delete my number". i go, "fine with me c*nt b1tch. deletion in progress". she goes "good".
so i ignored her. a week later she hits me up on some, "when can i come get my things at ur house". when she said "things", it was just some cheap ass necklace. so i knew that wasn't she wanted. she wanted some more d1ck. so she comes over and we get back together. and after sex, she has a worried look on her face. im like, whats on ur mind? she goes, "i think im in love with you". that was beautiful news to me.
long story short, i really liked this chick, but due to the height thing, i think she could only like me to a certain point. i became an emotional ass n1gga and got too deep into her. and always wanted to chill with her every weekend and if she couldn't it would really bother me.
anyway, we broke up again. and that also hurt. i didn't really try hard to get back with her. i just wallowed in my pain in private. she hits me up again a couple of months later. she comes through and we fucck. then, after sex, she felt things was awkward and she left. she got mad that i told her to let herself out instead of me walking her out like i usually do. so after this third time of getting back together for sex, i didn't hear from her for a week. i hit her up and tried to setup another meeting with her. to which she agreed, but then when the date got nearer, she canceled. yeah, that really pissed me off. and we stopped talking after that. it was a nasty war of words. i immediately deleted her off my facebook cause i aint trying to be seeing updates on what shes up to. after deleting her, i came to my senses a couple of days later and tried to add her back. i sent her a friend request. i thought it was denied because i didn't see any notifications of acceptance.
so yeah, 3 and a half years go without her accepting the request. i already forgot about it as i figured she had to have denied it. so this morning, i log into facebook and i see it saying "so and so has accepted your friend request". i was like wtf??? so i check out her profile and i see she's in a relationship with some white dude. and at first, i didn't even wanna view her profile, but i just had to. now, even after 3 years, i still feel some kinda ways about her. and its mainly because she's the only chick i've busted raw in since 3.5 years ago. lol. every other chick after her has a lot to gain by being impregnated by me so i've been very cautious not to.
but what would yall do in this situation? i sure as hell aint gon send her any message. but what do yall think of this.