What's The Hardest Part About Being You?

[Music Fiend]

Hard to uncover my true desires. I have a weird sense of ambition and often leads to incomplete work/execution.

I go through weeks of extreme promise where my work rivals greats in the field I want to pursue. Then I have a huge dip and for weeks cannot put anything together and my work is very begginer like. Which leads me to lose faith and hope in my desires because I feel I'm not ready for the next step.

Then it becomes hard to invest more into myself in that regard, especially in monetary things because it makes. Makes me question if this is the right field I'm in, when I see ppl grasp their talent in a tenth or less of the time and be more consistent/better than I am.

Hard to watch because it's not a lack of effort.

 

[Hungerpain]

I look fine I guess. I don't think I'm hideous because I get hit on quite often, but I don't think I'm gorgeous either.

I'd post a pic on here but I'm not sure if that's a good idea.

My low self esteem has more to do with my personality and less to do with my appearance.

Hit the PM.
What don't you like about your personality tho?
You Don't hear that too often from women.

 

[Black Sinatra]

1. Literally giving the keys to others and watch them ascend, and not dedicate that time and effort to myself.

2. The hardest is being unfeeling around hyper-emotional, irrational, predictable humans.....and maintaining a presentation of sympathy for thier sake/comfort. .....a part of me wish I was regular. Regular people seem so obliviously happy......and here I am spending the larger part of the last two days mildly stressed; over-analyzing the impact of the Popeyes aquisition by Burger King.
....currently following the money trail in another tab.

 

[Sonic Boom of the South]

my dikk

 

[seymour cake]

Being able to conquer my demons.

Knowing the blessings and shyt God gives by trusting him and having faith but rather do things my way and fail.

A couple vices, Weed + liqour but I only use cause I be bored.

Procastination

I basically know I can't or won't prosper without following and living my life according to God's word. But at the same time I want to please the flesh. You can't serve to masters brehs I'm living proof everyday.

 

[InDePickWest]

Over-thinking.
Not having a car.



edit: That's it? I thought fasho I had it harder than that

 

[BaldingSoHard]

My low self esteem has more to do with my personality and less to do with my appearance.

Do you jack off a lot? If so that's probably a big component of it.

 

[MikeyC]

my dikk

I took 3 pages for this to be said? (Pause)

For shame Coli.

 

[YEAHitsHER]

Waking up in the mornings
Trying to be a perfectionist
Listening to people's problem ( at least I get paid for it)
I'm sure there are more...lol

 

[GreenGhxst]

I take shyt personally sometimes and I make friends easily but I'm very bad at showing people I care for them through words, someone could mean so much to me as a friend but they would never know and would probably think I don't give a fukk, I hate that about me, wish I could change it but I've been like that since childhood, some days I'm super numb, some days I'm not, need to speak to some Coli therapist with my weird ass

 

[KodeBlue]

-Too much day dreaming.
-Overly competitive-- always wanting to be the best, while simultaneously tell myself, someone is better.
-Strive to achieve something that very few people
attempt, or even care to attempt.
-I don't live in blissful ignorance.

 

[flea]

Alcoholism. When you haven't drank for half a day and then your hands start sweating and you feel the urge to vomit until you finally put your lips to that shot glass and down that first shyt of whiskey and u can let off a sigh of relief and everything in this world is right again

 

[GreenGhxst]

Looking too young. I'm 26 I might not even look 20

That's a good thing I'm 25 and some have said I look 19, always looked young, when we're 40 we'll look 28 if we keep our hair

 

[MR. SNIFLES]

I put everyone on and I never get thanks, but I'm gonna do it regardless

I GET shytTED ON FOR PUTTING PEOPLE ON. MY FACEBOOK TIMELINE IS FULL OF WAYS TO SAVE MONEY AND A FAMILY MEMBER ACTUALLY PUT "DON'T NOBODY CARE ABOUT A SALE ON ANTIVIRUS SOFTWARE". AND GOT 100 LIKES. shyt HURT MY SOUL. fukk EM. NOW I CHARGE FULL PRICE TO FIX THEIR COMPUTERS. MERRY CHRISTMAS.

 

[全能の神]

Being a deity trapped in a human.