According to my mom, the condom broke. I guess God didn't plan that minor mishap.
My aunt once told me how my grandmother threw my mom out the house because she couldn't handle the fact my mom was on kid #2 at 19. My grandmother is an extremely over religious woman so she blamed the devil for my mom falling into temptation and having sex before marriage. Haitians always blaming the devil for any mishaps

anyways my grandmother had a dream where God told her I was a "special" child and needed to be sheltered and with her shunning my mom out while pregnant with me, she would be punished. My mom ended up returning home to her and till this day, I'm always treated better than the rest of my siblings and cousins by my grandma. To be honest, I believe all that was just a hoax..
I don't believe I have a calling or maybe I haven't found mine yet. I give up on "searching" for it. Life been nothing but hell to me, I'm on medication for depression disorder and anxiety and tried to commit suicide a few times. Stuff like that, I doubt I'd be favored by God enough to be given a "special purpose."