My dad was never around (lives in London..I've never been) left my mom pregnant in the Caribbean and prolly thought she'd keep quiet and stay on her little island.

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Although I've been communicating with him since as long I could remember (by phone, letters) it's still fukk him.
Recently he has told me he wants all his kids to have a good rapport with one another. I had to find my other 5 london born siblings through the power of the internet, no help from him.

Since I became a father in 2016 it's been even harder for me to give any type of fukks, seeing how much time and effort I put into the growth of my lil son.
Also my pops is 5'4 and I'm 5'9 so I surpassed him in the 7th grade.
He's got 44 years on me as well
I am my own pops
