BelowTheMasonDixon
Veteran
Had a shyt load of people call me yesterday asking me if I was alright out the blue, didn't know what the fukk they were talking about, turned out my ex had passed (at 37) nobody knew how but they seen the messages on facebook or seen someone writing RIP. My heart flutters, I get up and make a call to her, and nobody answers. Everybody is saying car wreck. or whatever but we are mostly waiting for info. I went to college with her so people from then are calling asking me how im doing and I'm like I'm trying to verify but happened, but B'ham is so small that if you hear someone died they probably are dead ain't like this is Seattle or NYC or some shyt. I go to sleep wake up and find the article in question get on the phone and people are telling me that she isn't mentioned in the article so technically she could be straight. NAH. just finds out nobody knows how she passed. I suck it up and call her mother and she lets me know shyt is real. DAMN. I can barely talk to moms cause I KNOW she is sick, I aske her how her son is doing(the one i gave the comic books to, funny right) and he's a weird kid anyways she says he's handling it, but man that shyt has me so fukked up I don't forgive what she did. And we went back and fourth and cussed each other out many a time, but to find out she died. I ain't want that. She was cool as fukk, hood as fukk, but still a decent person who had flaws like all of us do. On top of all that bullshyt, I get back from the store lock the door to the crib and the top lock nor the bottom lock will unlock. Take a screw to both of them and they still wont open. First thing I'm thinking is what if we can't get out or what if somebody can get in. Well it appears me and moms cant get out and nobody can get in. Or at least i hope so until i can have all this shyt fixed tomorrow. BUT on top of the the bank doesn't currently honor my DPOA and have tried to lock my parents account, meaning I can't access funds I might need to fix this shyt. I can probably get it fixed out of my account but since I paid for my dads funeral I ain't really got a lot of money left shyt it's not like I can work. Sigh. shyt be sucky sometimes on some real shyt. RIP *****
