...is a miserable bytch on the inside. shyt can change your whole world.
A year ago around this time, I was friends/dating a woman that I didn't have a bad word to say about. She has a magnetic character about her and looks like a chick anybody would wanna cuff up, or at least smash on the regular. We had a lotta common interests and seemed to hit it off from the minute we met. She had some funny ways about her, but everybody does so it was no big deal. Truth told, I caught feelin's somethin' serious.
But a year later... naw bruh. This broad's head is in the clouds to a point where she basically admitted that she just shyts on people for whatever reason she wants to, and has no desire to change that part of her personality. Then I come to find out, she used to have it made as a housewife with a husband who provided for her and the kids, but fukked it up to deal with nikkas who didn't give her shyt. So now, she cries the blues all the time because she's broke with kids to take care of, and STILL carries the attitude that got her there. The thing about it is, she truly believes that this type of shyt is OK cause "that's who I am" and if a person can't deal with that, he must be "weak". But I look at it more like any nikka who WOULD put up with that shyt is weak. It's never registered in her mind that maybe bein' like this hasn't worked out too good for her.
And no bullshyt, I used to feel bad for her predicament until all the bad shyt about her started becoming obvious. Now it's become plain to see that she's fukked up all the way around with no chance of improvement in sight. She's bitter inside, preys on people she can take it out on, and constantly needs people around to boost her ego because she knows she ain't shyt. I used to try to understand and forgive her little fukked-up ways, til I realized it's not "ways" like most people have- this is HER. It took a few fallouts, numerous attempts to salvage things, and a few conversations about what the hell her problem was to finally see it.
I used to think I just needed more backbone to deal with her, but a fukkin' dinosaur ain't got enough backbone to handle that. If she'll fukk her marriage up like she did and have a 'whatever' attitude about it, her sense of entitlement will never allow her to be happy. A woman that was happy with herself wouldn't be evil to people just because she can, and act like something's wrong with them if they don't like it. She's bad as all hell on the outside, but Monique in 'Precious' levels of miserable.
Ever met the type? Speak on it...
That right there was the last straw.
by it.
This is a very valid question. 
