Whens the last time u cried and why
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Took me about three months to finally cry after my grandma passed. I was flying, looked out to the sky and just imagined her in the clouds. First time I BAWLED over her is when my mom showed me her funeral program (she was in Africa). My grandma was a cute plump little ol' lady but became practically skin and bones.
I used to do the looking at the clouds thing too.
That's why i'm always patient with old people now. Taking care of her made me understand better. @YouLoveMe
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a murda
Depression is real brehs
Was in the crib drunk one night, took the pic of my grandfather off the wall and stared at it for a good 20 minutes just thinkin about how much I miss him, I couldn't help it 
Keep_It_Hip_Hop_Fam
All Star
Seeing my mother go through some serious health problems last year
Seeing her difference in weight fukked me up good too
Seeing her difference in weight fukked me up good too
Actually yesterday I shed a tear. Seeing my mom and grandma cry after some shyt that went down had me teary eyed. 
YEAHitsHER
aggressive
When I sprained both my ankles that's some pain I don't want to experience again
that's some pain I don't want to experience again
Last time i cried was when a roach ate my pet lizard.
A roach? What kind of lizard?
Did you recover??When I sprained both my ankles
I'm crying right now. Cause that's what real nikkas do.
R.O. Double
Holdin My Balls Since 83
Back in November, I was somewhere in the midwest. I was in my truck getting some sleep.
I had a dream that I was back in LA and my grandmother came to see me. It felt good becuz the last time I saw her, she was in a home being fed thru a tube. Alzheimer's had completely wiped away her memory and everything she every was. So in my dream I'm just enjoying the fact that she back to who she was. For the first time in 5 years she didn't look at me with a lil fear or confusion in her eyes. She knew exactly who I was and I loved the fact that I wasn't a stranger to her anymore. So I just kept staring at her and hugging her.
Then it hit me that I gotta tell her bout my grandfather and that he passed away a month befor her birthday in 2011. So in the dream, im trying to figure out how to tell her, but she was so happy and I was so happy, the time wasn't right for the bad news becuz she just beat alzheimers and was back to who she was. When i eventually did work up the nerve to tell her. I woke up.
I woke up in my truck, it was almost 6am and everything was pitch black. I realized it wad a dream and that my grandma was still sick, still didn't know who i was and still unaware that the love of her life had been dead for over a year now. I got angry at my mind for betraying my heart like that. Then i thought of my grandma and thought of how unfair it is that this has happened to her. I laid in my bed and cried for close to 30 minutes. I had to go back to sleep just to maintain my composure. The dream felt so fukking real. Too real.
I had a dream that I was back in LA and my grandmother came to see me. It felt good becuz the last time I saw her, she was in a home being fed thru a tube. Alzheimer's had completely wiped away her memory and everything she every was. So in my dream I'm just enjoying the fact that she back to who she was. For the first time in 5 years she didn't look at me with a lil fear or confusion in her eyes. She knew exactly who I was and I loved the fact that I wasn't a stranger to her anymore. So I just kept staring at her and hugging her.
Then it hit me that I gotta tell her bout my grandfather and that he passed away a month befor her birthday in 2011. So in the dream, im trying to figure out how to tell her, but she was so happy and I was so happy, the time wasn't right for the bad news becuz she just beat alzheimers and was back to who she was. When i eventually did work up the nerve to tell her. I woke up.
I woke up in my truck, it was almost 6am and everything was pitch black. I realized it wad a dream and that my grandma was still sick, still didn't know who i was and still unaware that the love of her life had been dead for over a year now. I got angry at my mind for betraying my heart like that. Then i thought of my grandma and thought of how unfair it is that this has happened to her. I laid in my bed and cried for close to 30 minutes. I had to go back to sleep just to maintain my composure. The dream felt so fukking real. Too real.
Now i aint cry buuut..my eyes got a little watery watching million dollar baby
i admit it
go on let me have it
i admit it
go on let me have it