my ex's funeral back in june...she died of kidney and liver complications...we had our issues in the past and we weren't on any speaking terms...but still it messed my mind up when our common friend broke the news to me...i made me think about the good that was in our relationship and really re-evaluate it..when i went to the funeral and saw her lying in state i broke down immediately..im in that pew in absolute tears...i was able to calm down as the service progressed..but when they shut the casket and the pallbearers carried it down the aisle...it came near me and i touched it and i broke down again...then again at the burial...as her casket was getting lowered in the ground..pure breaking point..i was shaking crying man

...after that they were going back for food..i couldn't do it to myself anymore i had to leave and drive back to my place..it was too damn emotional..i managed to calm down until i was watching a rerun of new york undercover and this song from that episode came on
that started the waterworks all over again

...but that was the last time that day..i had a close call when i talked to my gf later that night cuz i got choked when i told her about seeing my ex's tomb cover..but i let it all out that day brehs and brehettes