i think about this a lot, and honestly the last time i ever shed tears i was about 10 years old. sometimes i think im a bit coldhearted but honestly i never lost someone close to me, not even a family member. i still got both grandparents on both sides and everyone in my family is happy/healthy. I do know tho if i was to lose someone in my family the waterworks are going to come
but yea i think its weird that i havent shed a tear in 15 years