I still remember when KOSH on the old site said if he got black p*ssy he'd be an Asian Farrakhan.
Maybe that's what it all boils down to. Maybe if black chicks didn't want to fukk me from middle school through college and beyond, I'd have self-hate issues with my black side like Gundumb.
no, there were a lot of black girls that liked me in high school. I did hook up with one for like 2 weeks until I dumped her for this Cambodian girl. Ironically, the Black girl was light skinned, a cheer leader, beautiful, enrolled in all AP classes and spoke like a white girl. The cambodian girl was dark skinned, ghetto, a gang member, spoke poorly, and eventually got sent to continuation school.
That black girl ended up dating another asian guy, and would somehow always seem to be making out with him where ever hung out--like I gave a fukk.
12 years later that black girl is a Doctor, married to a white man and an outstanding citizen. The cambodian girl is a useless welfare queen. The black Girl adopted superior white culture and she is a hardcore Republican. the cambodian girl adopted urban culture. it's interesting.
Back then, I think I just felt more comfortable with a girl that was from my "world" and had the same circle of friends. It was a mistake. A relationship with the Black girl would have paid major dividends in the end. Most of her friends were Filipino, and she knew filipino traditions much better than I did. My circle of
Friends were mostly viets and cambodians, so I rarely learned about filipino culture. She would have taught me things that I really knew nothing about. I regret that, honestly.
I use the fact that many black girls don't like me because I am not black as a point to show that I am not Black person in America. The point is--it would be interracial dating. How is that possible if I am really a Black?
However, there are black girls who are basically self-haters who will date me, and they are usually good mannered and don't speak in that horrid "youth"-speak that I detest. However, I am not interest in dating NAMs, whites, or anyone else honestly. I did that this year, and it was a mistake. I have certian beliefs. I want a tiger mom to raise my kids. I will enforce that type of culture in my household. It's mainly about culture.