Who are you reeeaaallly, breh?

[The 2020 New Member]

My entire persona is strict adherence to personally perceived universal law, and my dikk out rebellion in a Napoleon slouch, middle fingers up to everything else. I am an artist, fatalistic, an optimistic pessimist and extremist to a fault. I can't cope with people it seems. I retreat a lot cause I'm so headfirst and idealistic on the regs.

I need balance or some self expression. It's fukked. I'm transparent and honest, so if im not projecting myself people are able to pick up on my subconscious self expression, cause I make it so obvious, duh. But, smh. If you can read me, just be real with me.

Whatever. When I start working, that will speak for itself and help me sort myself out. It's whatever till then. Namaste nikka.

i don't know who you are but this post has the glow.

 

[Brofato]

This whole thread has me

 

[The 2020 New Member]

This whole thread has me

i've tried very hard to increase the quality of my threads.

Spoiler

:truuuu:
cuz they asked my why i post and who i post it for.

 

[HarlemsOwn]

i aint gonna lie son

ya threads be the worst

 

[The 2020 New Member]

it's a work in progress.

so why don't you share what you'd like to be when you grow up?

 

[HarlemsOwn]

it's a work in progress.

so why don't you share what you'd like to be when you grow up?

i wanna be successful

i dont really wannt get to deep on my personal life

lol cause i done ruffled alot of feathers round these parts

but i wanna live thru my son and make sure he got the best opportunites

and make sure he take advantage of the opportunities that i didnt

 

[The 2020 New Member]

i wanna be successful

i dont really wannt get to deep on my personal life

lol cause i done ruffled alot of feathers round these parts

but i wanna live thru my son and make sure he got the best opportunites

and make sure he take advantage of the opportunities that i didnt

aight right on. thanks for sharing and showing our fellow posters that my threads are a safe place where we can be ourselves.

 

[The 2020 New Member]

bout to hit that stage. wish me luck. maybe i'll up the audio of who i reaaaaaaaallllllly am later.

 

[SunZoo]

A cult leader.

Nah, but when I was younger I was very confident in my ability to lead, I had a very "know it all" attitude, I wouldn't flex my knowledge to dim anybody else's light, but a lot of times my teachers tried to reign me in during class and stop me from answering questions, I got pulled aside and told that I was hindering other peoples learning by being outgoing. Got put into gifted classes, and considered skipping a couple grades but a lot of that shyt was guilt inducing, and being from the hood where being a smart nikka gets you nowhere, neither home or school were particularly "safe" for me.

I'm slowly re-realizing my propensity for leadership and influence, dimming my light only leaves those around me lost, I can no longer fear myself.

 

[The 2020 New Member]

A cult leader.

Nah, but when I was younger I was very confident in my ability to lead, I had a very "know it all" attitude, I wouldn't flex my knowledge to dim anybody else's light, but a lot of times my teachers tried to reign me in during class and stop me from answering questions, I got pulled aside and told that I was hindering other peoples learning by being outgoing. Got put into gifted classes, and considered skipping a couple grades but feeling a lot of that shyt was guilt inducing, and being from the hood where being a smart nikka gets you nowhere, neither home or school were particularly "safe" for me.

I'm slowly re-realizing my propensity for leadership and wisdom and influence, dimming my light only leaves those around me lost, I can no longer fear myself.

this sounds like one of my journal entries. good luck and peace on the road to getting back to who you reeeeeeaaaaaaallllly are.

 

[ugksam]

how did your set go?

 

[The 2020 New Member]

how did your set go?

these nikkas called it off because the eletric daisy carnival is in town. everybody is poppin mollies and listenin to dance music

there's always tomorrow though.