I used to heavily drink, heavily smoke, and do a lot of drugs. I'm all off that now. Life's better (I do miss the smoking the most though

). Trust me, life's better. No paranoia, no hangovers, no coughing up a lung. None of that shyt...
(but look forward to being in the antisocial club until you find sober friends, which can be hard, as it seems like EVERYBODY drinks. You'll find some though...it just takes time

)
I suggest trying to be sober for a bit. I'm not saying stay that way, but just try it for a bit. You may come to realize new things about yourself.
I do take prescription drugs that are prescribed to me though, but that shyt don't count in my book
