I have a gay cousin.During my childhood innocence stage(say from the age of about 5-11), it never crossed my mind.Even though he used to play hop scotch, double dutch, and was a member of the neighborhood step team(95% females...it was just him and one other dude)...I never suspected it.He was always the first nikka to stick his chest out and scrap....didn't matter who it was.He was a brave dude.Not soft or flamboyant at all in the way that he carried himself.I thought he was dancing with the chicks because he was trying to get up close to em.On some B2K/Usher shyt.I thought he was trying to be that suave R&B cat in real life.
Long story short, we ended up moving to the neighborhood he grew up in.That's the part I didn't get into up top^^
He lived waayy on the other side of the city, but my moms was his favorite aunt, so he would always want to kick it with us...Even though he didn't really kick it with us.I'd be playing basketball and planning felonious capers with my boys.This nikka never touched a basketball.On top of that, he was always kinda hostile to my boys.He was something like a headache, so we'd be happy when the girls would come swoop him up for dance practice.
That's how he was in my hood.
When we moved to his hood(I was 13-14 at that time), he started acting a lil strange.The tough guy shyt was still there, but he seemed more distant.
Come to find out, round them parts, in those neck of the woods, he was known as "That faggit ass nikka" .nikkaz had stories about him asking to suck their dikks and everything.These was blood gang nikkaz.They ended up accepting me & my brother, but my cousins rep was TORE UP.He was the Notorious C.R.E.E.P on that block.
This nikka had the nerve to start beefing with me & my brother because we got shown more love in his hood than he did.He was completely delusional/in denial about the shyt he had done or attempted to do to nikkaz.nikkaz basically treated him like the neighborhood stray dog.Like they had a lil smidget of love for the nikka because they grew up with him, but he was eternally on thin ice.He tried to hit me and my brother with the "blood is thicker than water" speech, but it was no bueno
After that, the nikka went all the way gay.He would never act flamboyant in front of me and my bro, but he would go out with my sis dressed as a girl

.We never saw witnessed the shyt, but my sis would tell us about it.The only time he got caught saying some gay shyt was when my brother overheard him talking about some music video with one of my sisters homegirls.I guess my brother was upstairs doing something while my cuzz and my sisters friend was downstairs in the living.They was watching a Nelly video when he heard my cuzz go "Ooh gurl, that nikka look like he can break some backs"
That's all I have to say about this shyt