Hate to say it, but it's on my mind.

It's been bugging the shyt out of me lately, too.
I might as well 'fess up to thecoli... Since nobody else has any stories to tell...
So I met my girl and her twin about a year ago when I first started college. I met my girl first, and then she introduced me to her twin.
Her twin is slightly more attractive than my girl is. And when I met her twin, she seemed to hate me, so I assumed she wasn't interested.
So since I was getting cooperation from my girl, I decided to start a relationship with her.
Now her twin flat-out told me last week that she is interested in me, but sort of resented me because I was paying attention to her sister and not her.
To make shyt even worse, my girl is a medicine major while her twin is a creative writing major. So I have two classes with her twin.

What's really got me fukked up is, their father died when they were young kids.

I'm not exactly sure of it, but I think my girl suffers from depression of some kind. She's always sad and down on herself until she sees me.
I know that if I did her wrong, it might push her over the edge.
She's a good girl too. She cooks for me, she cleans, she does whatever I tell her to do whenever I tell her to do it, she pays whenever we go out to eat, she lets me hit it whenever I want, etc.
But her twin is just so fine.

I'm a young nikka lost out here in the game right now.
