Let me ask you something. As an initiate, how has perception of everyday life changed?
For example, when you see a negative, racially-charged tragedy on the local news or hear of an impeding national event, as someone who is to be in control of your mental, physical and emotional facilities, how do you "react" to it versus the layman?
I've always wanted to ask an initiate this (or actually watch one for a day) to see what it looks like in practice.
I react as an INDIVIDUAL who knows how to think for himself
Just because one is an INITIATE doesn't make him or her any more unique than a LAY PERSON
I just got thru cussing out my landscaping guy for not cutting my grass this weekend
this is the second fukking weekend..
my yard is about to look like wildlife reguge
and im out of town right now..so i need it done
..and he is a MASTER INITIATE
go figure
but he just like any human being he does some FUKK SHYT....
Cause he human at the end of the day
just like my fellow co worker..he just got a promotion....
but he been on that c00n TRAIN....as the conductor
and it's sad to me cause we both build together......and he is an initate as well a proud one
not every INITIATE is in these "systems" for the ESOTERIC ENLIGHTMENT
most want to NETWORK..or are just BORED..or just CURIOUS or want to be part of something...
thats why Knife and Fork freemasonry (socializing) is so popular ...it doesnt require any real effort...
All these glorious
titles and associations don't mean shut unless that person Rectifies himself
As Ralph Emerson stated...it's about YOU not your ORGANIZATIONs or INSTITUTIONS
If you had a Flawed character before you
Got initiated then YOU WILL.CONTINUE to have a flawed character after your "crossing over"
for example i was once friends with the youngest brother to have ever obtained the Royal secret degree of the craft within the PHA back in the 90s when i first moved down here
brilliant guy...learned alot from him
but within a year of meeting him.....this dude got charged and sentenced for CREDIT CARD FRAUD
its sad but humourous at the same time...cause people hold "initiates" in such awe..failing to realize they just REGULAR PEOPLE
same with me.....i was a guy who traveled all paths included all the so called black arts (kaballah, sacred geometry, alchemy)
but it wasn't till i bumped into an older god who showed and proved to me what GOOD IS IT..IF YOU HAVE NOTHING TANGIBLE TO SHOW FOR IT?
the older god had landed a contract with the city to refurbish homes for low income people and it a lucrative contract..he always was on his square as a business owner
that CHANGED MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..fukk all this rhetoric shyt....we need action ...that's why i don't give a rats azz abou these HOTEPS today
they ain't like the OGs that put in work in my day
so my reaction to RACIAL SHYT goes beyond posts and youtube rants....I TRY TO DO SHYT...ESPECIALLY WITHIN MYSELF
P.E.A.C.E