see for me it's because I'm too picky.
But really it isn't picky if I'm to be honest with myself. I bag shorties that are beautiful and all that, but lack the vision, the drive, the ambition I desire by my side. In fact, lately the beautiful ladies I have been talking to see me as having it all because of the school I go to and the success I've had academically. And while from the outside I may be winning, I still haven't made it yet. But they don't understand it. This one girl I was feeling was good until a month in, where every time we stepped out in SF she wanted me to rock a Stanford medicine shirt...to show me off as her man who goes to Stanford. But that didn't bother me, it was the fact that she doesn't understand my goals. I need someone who understands my dreams and goals. I have shyt I wanna accomplish outside of medicine and I need someone to match my hustle. I have startups I have in mind, investments I wanna make, Other stuff I wanna create and When I mentioned it to her she said "why? With your Stanford degree you'll be good and get a job!" Smh girl I wanna be more than that! But at the end it takes so much to level up people that I end up deciding that it's best I stay alone. Idk man, it sucks.