Why aren't you doing what you should be doing?

[Shadow King]

My uncle messaged me the Rocky clip before I came in your thread lol

 

[Collateral]

Consistency and follow thru is my main issue. I feel like if I embark on something new and or challenging, it's hard for me to stay focused and motivated to complete my goal. I give up too easily

 

[BelowTheMasonDixon]

Consistency and follow thru is my main issue. I feel like if I embark on something new and or challenging, it's hard for me to stay focused and motivated to complete my goal. I give up too easily

To be honest I think that's the biggest thing for most people. you go to the gym for a month and don't anything change its easy to be like fukk that mess. but you got to realize(im not a gym goer btw) that if you been smoking weed and drinking beer for that last 10 years a month isn't gonna give you results. the shyt is hard.

the last time i started drinking i was damn near dying not drinking lol

 

[Turk]

Because i ain't shyt

 

[Kuwka_Atcha_Ratcha]

don't waste your time on earth people, stop being lazy, research your area of interest, and do what you suppose to.

 

[BelowTheMasonDixon]

Consistency and follow thru is my main issue. I feel like if I embark on something new and or challenging, it's hard for me to stay focused and motivated to complete my goal. I give up too easily

That's an awful way to feel. you aren't intimidated by your predecessors you just lazy. cut that out and get to the money.

 

[Drip Bayless]

I don't know what I should be doing

 

[Lo-Co]

i undersell myself. theres times where i believe in myself but i trip myself up. i know i believe that im not gonna be small time. but its fear at times. i get worried that i wont be the best.

 

[Turk]

Honestly fear, my mental state and overall laziness

 

[Giselle]

Great thread/op.

 

[SAINT]

You my moms or something nikka? who tf are you to be telling me what i should be doing






but seriously though man i really dont know. I feel like im scared of commitment, ive been balling my whole life transferred from a d1 school to a d3 school everyone was trying to get me to ball for the school and i was like" im good" thing is im crazy talented, i used to be able to draw out the ass when i was younger but gave it up. im a dope ass writer too, i got this weird way with figurative language and direction. Breh I took an acting class, and bodied all my performances, everyone was telling me how good i was but i shrugged it off. Same thing with fashion. I think i just need some guidance I know im great, but i just never fully commit. It could be that im scared of failure or maybe i dont believe in myself as much as i think i do

Edit: its weird how i get motivated late at night create a plan for myself then wake up and say fukk it.

But i have a feeling today is different

 

[Afro]

Great thread/op.

You better share something little girl

For me, it's a mixture of fear, self-hate, and self-doubt. I have a few things I know I could be good at. IT, Writing, Singing, Comedian. Those four things I'm sure I could make something out of.

But I've hated myself since I was a little one. Parents divorced, both of them told me at one point I ain't shyt, teachers tore me down (an art teacher straight up told me I wasn't artistic,), and then they turn around and go "but your so smart!", friends becoming acquaintances, girls treating me like trash etc. Damage done.


I'm afraid if I go after something 100% I'll end up hating it and giving up, further hating myself for making the wrong choice. I'm 25 years old bouncing from job to job because I hate everything I do. None of it feels fulfilling at all and I constantly have to hear from other people how "it's just a check." when they haven't done shyt with their lives. From party to party, cig to cig, drink to drink. They must numb their own pain and I can't do it like that. I have no one to bounce ideas off of, no one to confide in, and the only person to tell me he was proud of me in person died two years ago in a hospital bed. My parents have said it, random people have said it, but when my grandfather said it, it was the first time it felt sincere.

I only visited him on holidays and we didn't talk a lot, but he was the only one to see through my facade.

So to finish answering the question, it's me at the end of the day. I need to get out of my own way. I feel very justified to say "fukk the world" at this point. But that wouldn't lead to a good ending. Despite what I wrote above, I have yet to give up. I want to, everyday, but that isn't in me neither. I'm a struggler at heart.

At this point I've been trying to figure out what the man saw in me. I can share all these things because at this point, I can't hide shyt anymore and I'm coming to terms with myself.

 

[Collateral]

That's an awful way to feel. you aren't intimidated by your predecessors you just lazy. cut that out and get to the money.

Most definitely breh

 

[Giselle]

You better share something little girl

For me, it's a mixture of fear, self-hate, and self-doubt. I have a few things I know I could be good at. IT, Writing, Singing, Comedian. Those four things I'm sure I could make something out of.

But I've hated myself since I was a little one. Parents divorced, both of them told me at one point I ain't shyt, teachers tore me down (an art teacher straight up told me I wasn't artistic,), and then they turn around and go "but your so smart!", friends becoming acquaintances, girls treating me like trash etc. Damage done.


I'm afraid if I go after something 100% I'll end up hating it and giving up, further hating myself for making the wrong choice. I'm 25 years old bouncing from job to job because I hate everything I do. None of it feels fulfilling at all and I constantly have to hear from other people how "it's just a check." when they haven't done shyt with their lives. From party to party, cig to cig, drink to drink. They must numb their own pain and I can't do it like that. I have no one to bounce ideas off of, no one to confide in, and the only person to tell me he was proud of me in person died two years ago in a hospital bed. My parents have said it, random people have said it, but when my grandfather said it, it was the first time it felt sincere.

I only visited him on holidays and we didn't talk a lot, but he was the only one to see through my facade.

So to finish answering the question, it's me at the end of the day. I need to get out of my own way. I feel very justified to say "fukk the world" at this point. But that wouldn't lead to a good ending. Despite what I wrote above, I have yet to give up. I want to, everyday, but that isn't in me neither. I'm a struggler at heart.

At this point I've been trying to figure out what the man saw in me. I can share all these things because at this point, I can't hide shyt anymore and I'm coming to terms with myself.

No Thanks

 

[Meowth tote da Uzi]

that flex at the end had me