Most time its sucess but when 2-4 exchanges in im ready to take it to snap or text but they fallin off by 3rd exchange even after convo seem be goin cool, my guess is 40 other dudes in the inbox.... fukk why even like me back and speak if you know you may fall off because you want that spark asap and love etc asap oh wait thats why you pretty on tinder cause ya insides ugly bytch can't dress that up. Special liked a chick I actually know in real life but i dont know her on that level and she liked back and we exchanged light hearted convo with emojis , quick laughs and my next words were gonna be " text me lol we know each other no need ne on here ***number-" but she stopped rapping to previous question of this weekend activities.. i still wanna ask for number but it seems thirsty, how i get the piece of ass I wanted to grip flip the script when im not an entirely random guy lol think its time to fall back from dealing with women till Im sorted out in life. Im much more confident to let a female in when im doing good and when im not I dont speak that with them I keep trying to build but mentally hold back and give them space outta fear they gonna leave when they realize ima loser struggling to maintain and support my life. Hard to admit to someone you are broke.. this is due to life coming At me fast, drastic changes without stability of career. I still make it all work but havent held a job over 6 months..." so what are your goals"
"What do you do?" " how long?"
Seems to be only female actually seem to care and knows me and knows im havin stress is an ex, that wants to be back with me thinking it will work again but maybe the idea of us is what keeps fairh because reality was lotta grief when we was together