shyt is lowkey annoying
Even sociopaths have emotions
All humans have emotions the issue is with men we are supposed to control and channel our emotions. I channel mines fairly well but I have my weakness like anyone else.
I meet alotta females who say they don’t like “emotional men”, but I can be sporadic and emotional and they LOVE it. Im never “boring”. Yet they claim they don’t want men w emotions (like men aren’t allowed to have emotions).
My issue is that with my emotions I go on two extremes I either shut down & retreat or blow up and get violent
And as a grown man I can’t afford to blow up and be violent all the time
I’ve talked on here about my road rage and anger episodes & lowkey I feel ashamed of it cuz as a grown man I cant afford to blow up like a kid all the time
And most people know me as a cool as a fan type dude.
I’m human
I hate when people say shyt like this
Hell Mike Tyson was extremely emotional and I doubt most people who spout that shyt would say that to his face or call him soft/feminine lol
I feel like a lotta people who act like their above their emotions all the time are trying too hard to seem tough
And truth be told are the most deep feeling people
And “non emotional” people are really boring in my experience
Bruh...I wish we could talk.
I've been on the same thing lately.
People expecting me to be Mr. Military and never show emotion and be the pillar for everyone.
shyt, the only time I get to be ME and show emotions of any type is when I'm on here.
Any other time I'm stuck between anger and depression in the real world...and that shyt ain't kewl, attractive, fun to be around or interesting.
Now I get it why females and ANYONE don't like being around me.
shyt, they run when they see me coming cause I gotta be a fukkin statue for work most of the day...then when I am free I gotta be "The Man" for my family and that leaves me with 1-2 hours after everyone is asleep to be me...
Sometimes I just wanna disappear and fukkin punch shyt and cry and just let it all out...
But that day never comes...
I hope this rep does something.
Just know that someone out there understands a little of what you're speaking.
Take care bro.
