You gotta break the cycle. Sometimes our wires get mixed up and we think people who put us through the most are those who should be closest to us.You're probably right. Even for me, tho I don't take shyt like that the woman I love the most is probably the one that mistreated me the most.
Meanwhile the women I've mistreated the most worships me like a god.
Yeah they in our hearts which makes them understand best where to strike us, but they ain't gotta stay there. But I do know what u mean. It happens to the best of us until we learn that our happiness means more than their bullshyt