Weed makes me deal with those thoughts and makes me think of ways to fix them. I literally can't enjoy my high if I have something on my mind that's remotely negative. I said some fukked up sh1t to a brotha at work and it was on my mind heavy when I got high that night. I went back to work with what he told me was his favorite liquor and apologized. Dude has been acting like I'm the best person in the world since.used to smoke weed daily.
Stopped a couple years ago when I realized it was to escape sober thoughts, that is a sucker mentality & I had to man up and cut that shyt off.